I have been under a lot of stress recently with financial issues, being posted, losing my self-employed work due to moving (armed forces), marital stresses and family problems. I have been dealing with things ok but I binge-purge often and it has been the only way I have coped (although I suppose that is not coping).
Over the last few months I have been very short tempered and today I was at a coffee morning and and I felt out of breath, I couldn't concentrate, I was trying to hold back tears, I was hot and flustered, couldn't focus and just felt like running out and jumping in front of a car or something. I have had enough and feel so trapped at the moment. i have no way out and no where to go. I want to lock myself in the house for the rest of the day and cry. I cannot imagine going to doc about this.