so unhappy. work isnt going great, up to my eyeballs in debt, being dragged through a dna test. friends have all disappeared since sons birth 7 months ago. struggling so badly to cope. no support. never get out any more. just broke up with a guy i liked because i am too scared after the past too try again and jsut so frustrated. feel like i am sinking into a bottomless pit of despair and cant get out. i am sick of trying. i have fought for so long and i always seem to end up here. there is no fun or light in my life. i feel guilty for my baby becausei love hijm so much but i never see him and when i do i am so tired and skint i cant enjoy him. i have noone and i just wish there was someone to give me a hug,which i knwo is pathetic but its how i feel.