hi,
since i was 18 (26 now) been on and off anti d's. Went back on when dd was about a year ..... was meant to go back to gp back in jan to start weaning self off (had been on prob just under a year) but i never got round to it, plus if i am honest it felt a bit of a scary step to make.
HOWEVER i finally made myself do it a fortnight ago - I am meant to be doing a week of every other day, a week of miss 2 take 1, then a week of miss 3 take 1. Should be onto that second stage now but i feel really awful. Am SOOOOO grumpy, irrantional, shouty etc etc etc. plus have had some headaches, plus am feeling more and more despondant. Decided that as dh is away form today for 11 days I would stay on the alternate days til he's back..... I kepe thinking maybe go back up to full and start again, but that would the a waste of a week or so of hard work.
wouldn't it????
Trying to make self positive. Remind myself how lucky I am to have a gorgeous dd (2.5), a loving husband (albeit away on a mission), but i keep getting flumoxed by cranky toddler, lack of dh (and it's only day 1), and just feleing down. was this how i felt back when....? I can't remember!
I know i need to persevere but ARGH!!!!!!
Thanks for listening, needed to have somewhere to vent while dh away (not that i wouldn't anyway come here, but ykwim)