I'm sick of it. In the last couple of days I've come out of the most recent fog, and I feel relatively normal, but I know it's a matter of time until it comes back. I have mood stabilisers and sleeping pills, I have an excellent doctor who is apparently well respected, I have a lovely nurse woman who comes out once a week for an hour or so, me and DH go to relate, I don't work anymore, I drink one or two drinks once a week, I eat healthily, I garden for exercise, I do light and unchallenging courses, I take an interest in politics. What on earth else can I do?
Thing is, atm I'm not particulary bad - this is what I am facing for the rest of my life. Even if I had to pay, I'd save up like mad, even though I can't fault the NHS - I just want my life back! I'm willing to work hard at it, deal with side effects, everything.
I have some form of bipolar/psychosis type thing, I've pretty much had it forever, although it got much worse after a traumatic birth of my first DD (or maybe it just got more noticed when I had a dependant child, who knows)
Any ideas? I'll do anything!