feeling really crap at the moment

[milesysgirl]

im not expecting anyone to reply just need to get this of my chest .......... ive been trying to concieve for nearly 16 months and everyone around me is having babies or is pregnant and i just feel so low at the moment im on clomid which is giving me terrible mood swings and headaches, i have a wonderful ds so i know i should be grateful and i am i love him to bits its just that feeling every month when af comes i just feel empty and am considering giving up trying as i feel i cant handle anymore bfn ,to top it all off my best friend has just moved 2/12 hours away and i miss her like crazy oh well sorry rant over !!

for anybody that has noticed this thread i feel alot better today i think last night i was just on a downer !!

oh thats good as i can have up and downs days too... there is a Clomid thread around somewhere as i dont know nothing about clomid - sorry!

thanks for your replies im the one that started one of the clomid threads!!!! i think its cause so many peaple i know are pregnant or having babies its just a bit hard especially when people say..god are you still not preggers yet ??? im like does it bloody well look like it!!!

supposed to be pregnant or just had babies!!

milesygirl I know exactly how you feel... I wasn't on medication to try and conceive but in 4 years of trying dh & I had x2 mc's and it took us so long to even get pregnant. During that time 2 of my friends got pregnant and I felt as though it was being shoved in my face...people at work were also pregnant so I basically had it 24/7. Even strangers at the shops were pregnant ...BUT I can happily say that we finally got there!!! DD is now 5 months old and I will never take for granted that fact that she is here with us now.
I wiah you all the luck. Some days are up, some are down but you need to keep yourself focussed on that little baby that may be there at the end.

thanks so much shhhh, went to visit my friend last night who just had her baby on sunday she was so cute !! im hopefully going to visit my best friend who has just moved as well this week so at least i can look forward to that .....my af due around the 6/7 of nov so fingers crossed it doesnt come !!

Yep.. sounds like how I was..!!! It took me ages to visit people who had just had babies one girl from our group I only saw when her dd was around 6 months old . You do things in your own time but don't stress if af does arrive,stressing makes trying to conceive worse!

Sending you good vibes x

thanks again shhhh for your kind words!