I'm 19 weeks pregnant, and tired and fed up.
I've got a toddler with a virus, so very little solid sleep for the past few nights.
I'm prone to get low every now and then, I rarely sink into deep depression anymore, but I balance on the edge and then worry that i'm going to go over.
My house looks like sh*t because I'm too lethargic to get it sorted, I keep crying all the time, my DD is getting neglected because mummy is crying/collapsed in heap too tired to do anything.
My friends have all got serious problems going on, so if I were to talk to them about it, I just look whingy.
Today when I needed company, my friend told me that she couldn't see me because she was spending quality time with her DD, just the two of them, which I accepted even though I drop things for her when I know she needs me... only for me to find out that she went out to a friend's for the day "because she was down and needed her". I needed someone too.
Now I'm just tired, and wanting to sleep when DH gets home, but I feel mean doing that because the house looks like sh*t and he's been at work all day, so I'll be handing him a grumpy child in a bombsite house.