i thought it couldnt get worse, my dads just had a heart attack

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oh my god, i think things and they happen. i have a dh that cheated on me a couple of months ago when i was 8 months preg with our 2nd bub, our business partner ripped us off big time, been stalked, legal implications left right and centre, our new baby has been ill and in hospital. my whole world is abnormal at moment. stupidly i thought what could be worse. my dad, my beautiful dad, had a heart attack this morning. my dh just booked me a flight home. the dr gives 24 hours. ive screwed up so badly. i have barely spoke to my dad since i found out about dh bit of fun. i didnt want my dad to know we were having problems. oh god help me.

Oh gravity ... what a terrible time you are having ...
I am thinking of you ... {{{{{{}}}}}}

thank you

DO not blame your self. You could not have known this woud happen and you were trying to protect some one you cared about.

You need to look after yourself and get there to be with him.

I am sending a to you.

thank you so much. i have 4 hours to wait for flight - it leaves at 5.45pm. i'm scared this will be the last chance i get to say all the right things. i never got that chance with mum. i hope i get this right. x

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Thinking of you gravity.

ditto, {{{{Big Hugs}}}}

I am thinking of you, please don't feel guilty. I hope you get there safely and quickly and that you're with your dad very soon.
Much love and strength it sounds like a desperately difficult time for you
Hugs...

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thankyou so much everyone. your support is so great. i have never felt anything like this. xoxo will try and chat once home - ita small country town so.....

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hi amanda. just got home. funeral wa on monday. drve back with hubby yesterday. feel exhausted. it was my dad who died. he was my foster dad. has been my whole life, 28 years. my cousin rang my birth father on the otherside of the country to let him know my dad had died. he never asked even how i was. at first felt angry. then gutted. now, like i must go there sometime next year and confront him. finalise this thing once and for all. my foster dad (who i deem my real dad) always stayed in contact with him. but i didnt.

life huh?!

anyhow! how are you? how is the pregnancy coming? how is the male shithead?

i am unsure what cat is. but am back now!