I have Bipolar, diagnosed in July. Been on meds since then.
I have some very severe episodes of depression in past.
I have been doing really well, actually enjoying life, no absence from work etc. But the last week things have started to go downhill. I can't find happiness in anything, you know when you are just down/pissed off all the time. I stopped doing anything in house, and work (I'm a teacher).
I haven't been sleeping, and yesterday I didn't go to work as I was feeling so light headed and sick. I have started to stay in house and no go out even on days off.
I am also having problems telling the difference between dreams and reality. Seriously, I will talk to my dh as if we did something, had a certain conversation. H ewill point out we didn't, but I am convinced. I can't really explain it, but it is so real to me.
I just don't know what to do anymore. I know I need to force myself to work today.