Fed up!

[joanna4]

I dont know what is up with me at the mo I just feel like i have opted out of everything really.I feel guilty cos i have nothing to feel fed up over i have lovely hubby lovely kids a nice homeand lots of friends.I feel like i am nasty to my hubby and kids they deserve better and i know i am snappy and critical but it just doesnt give.If I arent careful he will go he says not but i would if i was him!
Everyone sees me as the life and soul when we are out and about but i just dont feel like me i need some dynamite or something just to get me moving sorry for the moan.

Hi Joanna. Sorry your feeling down at the moment. But to tell you the truth you sound a little like myself. Down & don't know or understand why???
Do you suffer more when "the time of the month" appears? Have you suffered any problems in the past? Because, believe me they can come back & haunt you sometimes.
Everyones entitled to get low sometimes Jo, we are human after all. The problem is when you are the life N Soul, people expect you to be like that permanently, & thats just impossible.
Are you finding the little things are getting you down, you have no "get up & go"? Are you feeling tired alot aswell?
One thing to remember is you are just going through a bad time at the moment & try not to beat yourself up too much on how your family are thinking of you. It will just exaggarate your situation.Its hard to do I know, but its because of your caring & thoughtful nature of others that you are beating yourself up.
Please let me know how you are getting on. Thinking about you honey-chin up
oh yea a big (((((hug))))) for ya-think you need it at the moment. x

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joanna4 CAT me you will not regret it!

Thanks for the replies I appreciate it I think some of it is i am such a together person -you know even my plans have plans!
I have decided for now to take things on a daily basis if I am having a good day then its a compensation and aI will enjoy it if not then i will just quietly just do whatever i decide to do.I think some of it is that my eldest started secondary school and i have been so very worried about him and how he will settle-as it is he is doing well but i cant seem to switch the worry button off.