I have not posted on this topic before and I am not sure that it is even the right place but I need some advice.
I have found that I have become more emotional, overly sensitive and needy. I am not normally like this.
I have falled in love with my best friend and he has not yet decided how he feels. I am also moving back to my home country after 5 years away and this is stressing me also. I am heading home to no job, I have no money, I have to live with my parents.
I cry, send stupid emails to him, cry again.
I feel hormonal all the time and also depressed.
I went through a depressed stage once before and was put on a very low low dose of prozac. Mainly because I was unhappy with my job, weight, appearance and was overworked and stressed. I wonder if it is happening again.
Back to the man situation. I have never been a needy person. Very independent, never relied on a man for anything and now I find I have turned into a needy,overly sensitive, horrible person and I do not know what to do.
I am sorry it is so long (this post). I cannot talk to friends as they do not undersatnd.