hi all, well i've not managed a proper fast all week , but was getting pretty near it sundae and yesterday, (though both days were ruined by a bottle of wine and i've had some more tonight ) .
Please can I impose on you?
TBH I?ve had a dreadful week and as we are ?friends' here I hope you don?t mind if I tell you (though perhaps it should be on AIBU instead..) ill try and be as unbiased as I can.. Its ok if you'd rather skip this .and I dont need you to answer. . But I do need to get it out somewhere..
You might remember that I told you that my 3mth old grandson's mother (MOG) and my son had split up a few months into the pregnancy.. We don?t really know why, as they had been together a couple of years , but before they were living together and did seem to be getting on really well and we had welcomed her into the family etc.(she spent the last two Christmases with us and lots of other times ) .
But when she became pregnant she suddenly moved back to the mainland and got herself installed in a council mother and baby unit . (Despite the fact they had a flat here and friends and support and I know my son didn?t want her to go ) .
But I do also know that my son (who is quite frankly a pretty immature 22yr old) was,shall we say ,?shell shocked' about the consequences of his non-protective actions ( being an utter total divot)and that he wasn?t so keen on being a father then . Also,that MOG was pretty obviously wanting a baby beforehand ( which I definitely hadn?t clocked, though DH had ). Also, previously she had been estranged from her mother for some time with whom she had a difficult relationship having been thrown out at 16 into a hostel (I find out now) .
Anyway, it seem s that MOGs own mother did the arranging for her to go into the M&B unit and also on the way did her best to estrange her from my son by accusing him of stealing the flat deposit money (which we had paid her back when MOG left incidentally) and various other things. Also now there is a grandchild its like the previous estrangement had never happened. All very dodgy.
But the baby was born and we?ve got to see him a few times, the MOG still seemed friendly and willing that we should be a part of the baby?s life and we thought that we can live with a ?opposite ? grandparent family who are, lets say, a little difficult.
A few weeks ago the MOG announced her engagement to someone else, who it seems has been around for most of the pregnancy (although there is no suggestion that the baby is his). So you can see where this is all going Eh? Well, we were a bit concerned, but he seems a decent enough chap, and has a medical job and a house etc and seems to be happy to take both of them on (whereas my son is unemployed) ..and the MOG still seemed v keen that we should all be part of the baby?s life.
Well on Sunday ,it was my grandson's naming ceremony (which MOG invited us to a couple of weeks ago when she was here with us -we have still tried hard to keep her as part of the family, inviting her over and buying things for the baby etc ). Now ,we weren?t expecting baby to have my sons surname (and he didn?t ,but not new Bf name either) and we knew new Bf would be there and had decided we could all cope with that (inc my son, who is a good lad, really, if a bit daft, and does wants what?s best for his son ). And we?d asked MOG beforehand what the ceremony ( secular)would be and if we were expected to do anything. No, but we were definitely invited and encouraged to go.
So we go .. (its long way but that?s not so important). Me , my husband and my son ( my husband is not my sons dad but has been around since my son was small)
But when we got there it was just so upsetting. And i can sayt hat honestly I have never felt so humiliated in my life .
Remember, we were specifically invited. ..
We were totally ignored by her whole family, she hardly said hello we weren?t introduced to anyone. No one would talk to us . The new Bf did the ?father? speech (we had expected that and were prepared beforehand ) . But it was hard listening to the celebrant talking about how Marcus had a loving family and two parents and a loving extended family to look after him , when his real dad was there and ignored (but we had expected that might happen). But our side of extended family were not even acknowledged as even being in the room
.. But the worse thing was having been told that there was nothing we need to prepare, the other grandparents (mum stepdad and her real dad) and all of her family were invited to give a dedication speech . But the babys actual father and us as grandparents we were not even asked to say anything. (Ok i might not have wanted to , but it felt like a huge slap in the face)
My son was completely blanked ( except by the new bf who did give him the baby to hold after the ceremony so obviously was embarrassed ) Her mother and stepfather didn?t even acknowledge us. Neither did any of the rest of her family or friends except her dad who did come to say hello
The only bright light was MOGs grandmother who (bless her) came and sought me out after and said that she thought that it was wrong. But I can tell you I was so upset. And now I just don?t know what to do,
I just hope y that MOG never has to sit and see her own son humiliated like that . I just came home and cried .and have felt totally crap ever since. We?ve heard nothing, no thanks for coming or the gift or anything , and MOG is moving away to be with BF in a week or so , so we wont even know she her address But now of course I hardly feel I can say anything in case I dont get to see my grandson again .
MOG said to me at one point after the ceremony ?I think you are blanking me? (I was trying not to cry in front of everyone) and I said to her ? ?its a very hard call, you have made on us today? but I don?t think she understood what I was saying. But it was all I could say. But I just can?t understand why they treated us like that .
We weren?t even offered a cup of tea.
Thanks for reading.. I dont need you to say anything, but did need to get it off my chest .
I know we have legal options.. but i do hope we don?t have to go for them,
Sorry, this a diet board isn?t it ?