Running is one of my sports and I've been using Strava to record my runs for nearly a year. I know I'm slow and I never try to compete with anyone except myself.
At the start of the year I was training for a half marathon in June. It would have been my first. My pace for a flattish on-road run usually hovered around 8 min/km for anything over about 5K (it can be much slower on trail runs with obstacles and mud but that didn't worry me). I had Covid very mildly in April, and after taking a couple of weeks off running I was able to carry on exactly as before, no breathlessness and no difference to my pace.
Just before I should have run my race in June I tripped over on a trail run and bruised some ribs, so I wasn't able to take part. I didn't run at all for 5 weeks and didn't do any sustained running for about 8 weeks. Since then, I feel like I've lost momentum. I have no problems at all any more from the injury itself, but I stopped running for so long it's been hard to get back into the swing of it. I still haven't done more than 10K and that was a hard slog. I've also noticed that my pace is either slightly slower than it was before, or when it is about the same, that feels really fast (more conscious effort to be "fast" than it was before). I think it is more that I don't believe in my ability to push myself any harder than that I physically couldn't do it if I felt as motivated as I did earlier in the year.
I've now entered another half in March, to give myself a reason to push myself a bit more. It will be a very flat and easy course, much better for a first time than the one I didn't do last year. If I could just get up to about 15K I'd be reasonably confident I will be able to work up to the rest by March. But I'm still putting off the moment of really starting to increase my distance.
It crossed my mind that this could be just the ageing process (I'm 56) but I know of people who have not only run halves much older than me, but taken up running older than me and gone on to run halves. I have no obvious age-related conditions, in fact no underlying health conditions at all.
How do I push through and get back to running longer distances when I seem to have lost my self-belief?