so am feeling horrifically sorry for myself about withdrawing from Edinburgh marathon and reluctant to book flights and accommodation for Berlin in case I break any more bits of my feet ankles legs etc
was relieved briefly but have reverted to self pity and mentally badly need a long distance goal that, should injury repeat itself, won't be such a trauma to back out of (had apartments and booked, people were arranging time off work and it is just all a bit demoralising)
there seems to be a dearth of autumn marathons but am hoping some of you will know of events that might not be widely publicised
thanks :)