So I'm up and recovered from the march (and having to read an entire thread in a couple of hours) now.
I joined the march just by the Ritz so I missed the first half of it and so had no real idea how big it was - in March I hadn't set off by half 2 and never in made it to Trafalgar square before I had to leave to get my train - whereas this time by half 2 I was down Whitehall and watching the screens so I was worried it was much smaller. BUT they announced that there were a million people on the march part way through the speakers ... so I was just at the front because I cheated
Breaking off from the speakers to go live to the HOC and waiting in the rain with 100s of thousands of other people for the results of the Letwin amendment - and the cheers that broke out when we heard the numbers - is an experience that will stay with me forever. It felt like a real moment in history.
If Keir Starmer did not realise he is supposed to be our next PM before he stepped foot on that stage, following the Letwin vote, then he certainly left that stage knowing it. The look on his face when he heard the yells and cheers for him! He got by far the biggest cheer of everyone - even bigger than Patrick Stewart's - and the cheering didn't stop the whole time he was speaking. It was like Beatle Mania - and he was clearly taken aback and moved by it... but loved it as well!
Most people will probably have seen the placard with the picture of Boris and his shadow as a bell end - because it was shown on the large screens so many times - but there was a placard by me that was both a thing of hilarious beauty and - at the same time - the most repulsive thing I have ever seen. I couldn't stop staring. It said 'Fuck off Boris' but the letters were little naked Borises making the letter shapes with his little naked body. The drawing was really good - It was a beautiful rendering of something completely disgusting.
It was an amazing day and an amazing feeling to be part of that crowd - and as always it was good natured and peaceful, people had their children and their dogs there, the sun shone most of the time and it just proved that the strength of feeling for remain and for the EU is not waning. We're not getting bored and we're not going away.
...and then for the bad news. On the train back me, my mum and the 76 year old lady sat opposite us were accosted by a bald headed, middle aged man in a football shirt. He swaggered up to us- stopped at our table, stared down and demanded to know if we'd been at Westminster and then demanded 'in or out?' When we said we were remain supporters he said (in an aggressive tone - not an interested or curious one) 'can I ask why?'
I wasn't taking this shit so I just said 'can I ask why you chose three women to come and start talking to?' (the train was packed with returning marchers - he'd walked straight past a man with a bollocks to brexit sticker to yell at talk to us. Later on a man with a huge pro EU banner came and sat directly opposite this football guy's seat - not a peep. But he starts on three women ... wasn't putting up with that for a second)
He told me he was 'just passing by' and wanted a conversation ... we said we were tired and didn't want a conversation. He didn't accept that and kept asking why we voted remain - I asked why he voted leave: 'to get my country back.'
My mum pointed out that she was 62, this was her country and no one could take it from her but he just repeated 'to get my country back.' (still really aggressive tone) I asked 'what does that mean?'
'immigration'
'oh so you're a racist.' (I know you'll probably all say I shouldn't have sad it - but the fact that he had chose three women as an easier target to try and bully was really pissing me off and I wasn't having it. And he is a racist if that was his reason for voting - and we should be able to call a racist a racist, especially if they start the conversation uninvited and then refuse to end it when they're told the conversation isn't welcome.)
He didn't like that. My mum told me to stop engaging, because she was getting quite worried he might hit me (I wasn't. I'd have had him arrested. I was gutted he never did any of this when the guard was around so I could have him kicked off the train). He said political debate was a two way street and we needed to talk. I told him we were just people on a train home and we did not owe him a conversation or an explanation of our viewpoint. The other woman said to him 'look we're not going to change each other's minds so why don't we just stop?'
So instead of 'passing by' which is what he was supposed to be doing, he sat down in the empty seat across the aisle from me and demanded he get to say his piece. I had had my back turned to him at my mum's behest but I turned back to say 'you've stolen my future from me - there's nothing you can say I want to hear, sir,' and then turned away again.
He started trying to tel me how he had moved up north from London - I turned back to say 'I'm not interested in hearing your life story, sir' (the fact that he wouldn't take 'no we're not talking to you' for an answer was really riling me. I wanted him to know I wasn't fucking scared of him but I wasn't going to listen to him either. We'd said 'no.') I then leaned over to look at my mums phone screen and we started loudly discussing the news. The lady studiously ate her belated lunch and didn't look at him - and he sat in the seat getting more and more wound up 'are you listening to me? You're not listening to me. Oh nobody's listening to me. Is that it?' He then started telling the couple also sat at the table that 'he would say his piece.' ... they declined to comment.
After about 5 mins of sitting there alternatively yelling at us or telling the couple how awful we were whilst none of us interacted with him or looked at him, he then got up and went into the vestibule - but then came straight back in (no way he'd had time to go to the toilet - so he wasn't ever 'just passing by' he was- as I always suspected just getting up to start aggro with three women he thought he could intimidate.)
He then stood right next to my seat and slightly behind it so he was towering above me and start yelling at us and jabbing is fingers: we were losers, we were traitors, we were what was wrong with this country, we needed to find another cause. We were going to lose another vote tonight (bless him he didn't know about Letwin) Blah blah blah on and on ... we still didn't look at him, but we did occasionally snicker.
And eventually he had to give up on that too - so defeated he yelled 'Go Boris' and went to sit back down.
He came back a while later, this time he was passing by, and yelled more abuse at us as he walked passed - had we lost that vote yet? (no sir - you already lost several hours ago) traitors blah blah blah. Went to the toilet - came back more of the same, he put his hands on the table and leaned right over us all and started yelling about how his father had flown Lancaster bombers in the war (I doubt that) and we were a fucking disgrace. So I got my phone out and asked my mum loudly to look up the number for the transport police because I was going to call them. He scurried off, then - but not without yelling over his shoulder that the problem with us was 'we didn't live in the real world' (I mean what the fuck does that even mean? It's not even like he could assume we were rich because our train tickets were first class - we were in cattle class same as him.)
He got off at Doncaster (of course he fucking did) but on the way passed hurled some more abuse our way. Losers, traitors ... at least he didn't call us Nazis, I suppose.
What. A. Twat.
I really hope he went home, put the news on and discovered the W.A and been pulled and Boris was sending the letter ... and realised we already knew that and we're laughing at him the whole way home.
And he is why we shouldn't just accept this dreadful W.A and let them have their brexit. Because it isn't just the politicians who have acted appallingly, and stopping brexit is therefore unfair on all the good people who voted leave. They're not good people. They are people who think it's alright to hurl abuse and attempt to intimidate members of the public who disagree with them. They're aggressive misogynists. They're racists. and brexit is the way they want to impose supremacy of their values on the rest of us - so they can harass and abuse strangers in public places until people who disagree with them are too afraid to go out. .
We have to win this. Because if these people win, then the future of our country is unthinkable.
But - despite the way it ended - yesterday was a really great day that I will never forget. I'm so glad to have been there - and thank you to everyone else who marched along with me.