I’m 45 and had my second AZ vaccine on Saturday. I wasn’t worried about having it.
Walking back to the car to sit and wait for the required 15 minute period before driving off I felt short of breath, but not wheezy. I then felt very panicky. Debated going back in but nothing else developed and the feelings eventually passed. All good, I drove home.
Saturday night I woke up after about an hour of sleep utterly consumed by grief and panic and sobbed like a baby for about an hour. My mood plunged and everything felt very bleak.
Sunday I tried to pull myself together but I felt very empty and flat. I had to work through Sunday night (self employed) and at about 6am I noticed my upper stomach was hard and deeply uncomfortable. It’s also swollen but I’m desperately overweight now so that doesn’t help.
Since this morning I’ve had a splitting headache and my mood is rock bottom. Constantly crying and tearful, I’ve been in bed all day. Stomach still feels weird and I’ve got zero appetite.
I have suffered with anxiety for years but never anything like this. Life can be quite tough, I’ve got two autistic children who I home educate now, my DM is disabled and my DP lost his job last week. I work very long hours and get little sleep. So theoretically it could be stress but I’ve been through much tougher times and never had this before.
Could it possibly be related to the vaccine?? I was really ill with the first dose with flu-type symptoms but had expected to sail through the second dose.
I feel so awful physically and mentally- I just don’t know what to do with myself.