I apologise for my harsh comments but if we are leaving our children in the care of people who really don't give a shit, then that's something that really angers me. But I appreciate the majority of you do care
I care deeply for the children I teach. It's why I have worked throughout the year since March, albeit some of it from home - I'm CV and still struggling after covid ( most likely caught at school from pupils) 4 months on,
But I simply need a break.
If things open up more and I can visit my family and friends in the summer, possibly have a holiday, then I will choose that.
My main concern for myself though is that stopping means I will have time to stop and remember the past yea: FIL died at start of lockdown, cancellation of DD's 18th birthday celebrations, cancellation of DD's exams, nana dying, DD's a level results and university fiasco, other nana dying, Dd leaving home for university but with no knowing if we'd be allowed to see her anytime soon, catching covid, catching covid and needing urgent hospital in-patient treatment with vat b rush to a and e, someone I know dying from suicide, ongoing long covid complications, cancellation of being allowed to see my family over Christmas, and still ongoing void complications.
Maybe working over summer might stop an oncoming melt down.