Quick check in - have been reading updates. I too am struggling again both emotionally and symptom wise at the moment. I’m wondering if all the supplements and gut regime are helping or actually making me worse!
Had a decent couple of weeks early on in the month after struggling since Jan relapse/reinfection. Flared up this week and the skin burning/itching is immense. Just had a panic I’m taking too much niacin as part of B Complex and another bedtime mood stabiliser the nutritionist has me taking (170mg total daily). I’m going to come off it until I see her again. I haven’t flushed so I’m not entirely sure it’s that but I’m starting to wonder if all these supplements are just too much for my body right now! I had come of everything and started fresh adding a new thing each 3 days which has taken ages. I’m on all these gut protocol supplements too and I don’t know if maybe I’m experiencing die off of bad bacteria with the high strength probiotics - can’t ask my nutritionist as she’s on leave at the moment but I suspect I might need to dial it back. I’m also back on homeopathic remedy again. I don’t feel 100% confident in her advice sometimes and that’s frustrating.
I finally saw GP last week who said my chest sounds clear and doesn’t really have any concern about my SOB. She sent me for an antibody test which has come back negative. I know this means nothing but emotionally I’m quite gutted. She basically admitted that she doesn’t know what’s wrong or really how to help but was complimentary of all my self help efforts. She basically said I’m heading for CFS diagnosis.
I’ve also heard from thyroid nurse and it seems my thyroid scan from last summer was ‘misreported’. She’s sending me for updated ultrasound and bloods - this has peaked my anxiety that there could be something suspicious with my growths. Have to remind myself the sonographer explicitly told me at the time there were no concerning features.
Finally spoke with neurologist after being referred last May. He’s sending me for cervical spine and brain MRI - I’m pleased about this but also dreading it.
I feel at sea with everything and anxiety is right up again. I had managed to calm everything down again - back into my mindfulness/meditation regime and vagus nerve exercises. Back to square 1 (or minus 100). I think the stress/anxiety is a huge contributing factor for me but it’s so hard to get a handle on this.
Feel so much for everyone still struggling & am grateful for this thread as a lifeline.