My mental health is rapidly deteriorating. We are in local lockdown, have been for a few weeks. We are following it to the letter- I know lots aren’t. Cases are just rising anyway so I can’t see them loosening only tightening them. My family live elsewhere in the country and can still meet up and see each other (under rule of 6). I’m getting more and more depressed and feel so alone. Two small kids so can’t anyone other than similar parents in outside spaces but no one with my husband as our friends all have kids so would take it over 6. Can’t see family for what, the next 6 months? I feel completely hopeless. I don’t think I will make it to Christmas I have had bad PND which got better but I’m rapidly deteriorating again and have little to live for.