Afternoon all.
Feeling pretty drained today. Still recovering from a relapse last Tuesday and have been trying to rest as much as possible but notice I still clocked up 1400 steps yesterday so trying to take it easier today.
Im week 22-23 and main symptoms are fatigue, aching legs and arms, brain fog, constant tinnitus, and chest pain. I get hot flushes and periods of racing heart if I push myself too much. That means trying to unload the dishwasher in one go or standing for too long e.g. making both toast and a cup of tea is still a stretch.
I'm using all my available energy on meeting mine and DD's basic needs- food preparation, cleaning and tidying (though have dropped standards significantly), and achieving basic hygiene. Aside from that I can fit in some TV time, some phone time, and a little of a light hobby each day e.g. sewing or gardening like taking cuttings. Nothing more strenuous yet.
Benefit is mostly seen from lots of serious rest - although I struggle to be completely restful during the day for more than 30 mins at a time.
I've also noticed a difference after starting to take B complex about 3 weeks ago.
I'm not expecting to be able to resume work for some months. I will lose a lot of income and we will struggle and need to borrow. I can't see an alternative right now - I am acutely aware that if I don't focus quite seriously on my recovery now my chances of a longer term condition will go up and up. When I relapse the symptoms terrify me so I am highly motivated to avoid them as much as possible.
I've read a fair bit from people with ME and when asked what they wish they had known following the original illness, they have almost universally said that they wished they had rested much more.
I was a very healthy, fit person and I'm in my 30s. I've been fortunate never to have a major health scare and so convalescence does not come naturally to me but I am trying to see the positives of slowing down and taking things at the pace I need.