We've been using Teams since the first week of lockdown. Largely self-taught with assistance given from staff and friends from school over our WhatsApp group. We've made errors, rectified things, created classrooms, uploaded a years work of revision material and this was before we'd even realised the depth of the lockdown. I now upload bespoke lessons for all my classes across all year groups on a weekly basis, mark them, feedback and praise on Twitter. I message students to try and coax them to engage. I also have pastoral duties to my form class and without going into any detail, the burden has been hefty and at times, traumatic.
I have shit engagement of my subject (a core) from 90% of my students. We monitor every minute of online engagement on Teams - there's software built into one of their Apps. I am producing work for a sporadic 5-10% and it's demoralising.
SLT regularly critique the quality of my work assignments - change this, add that (I have 15 yrs of teaching experience btw). "Make them short, easy to access and achieveable tasks" - still no engagement. I've tried everything apart from filming myself - voice overs, quizzes - lots of approaches, still less than 10% engagement. Still I have SLT telling me how to tweak my work, when really I feel like asking them what they are doing to contact parents to offer support.
I'm awake at 5:45 every morning to achieve my goals - not only teaching my classes but I'm under pressure to produce resources for next year. I am self-taught on software like PP, Teams, Forms etc so I work slowly but doggedly at producing tasks that are eye catching and appealing as well as fulfilling literacy strands. I'm trying to be author, designer and a marketing expert on everything I create.
I get up early because we have 1 PC and 1 laptop between 4 of us and my DD's are busy with their own work. Money is tight and I'm unable to buy more tech. We did have a 3rd device but it died on us about 8 weeks ago. My elderly MIL is living with us at the moment and I care for her needs as well as helping my own shielding parents with shopping and other tasks. I don't sit down for 10 minutes at a time before being called away to help someone.
I'm fucking exhausted to be honest. Being in school is more straightforward, I can guarantee it. The worst thing of all though is being constantly told by SLT, some parents, the media - that we could be doing 'more' or doing 'better'. Walk a day in my fucking shoes. Please.