Hello lovely ladies, I'm on dh's laptop today, so no missing 'e' & 'r' keys! Thanks for updating everyone Neeko. Yes I had my blood test yesterday & I was feeling quietly optimistic all day until bedtime when I let the demons in my head take over one again . Ah well I'll know tomorrow what my new odds are. Also my little dd now had a face-full of scratches & bruises after falling down my decking steps .
Monkey so sorry this is dragging on for you & you are back in hospital. I hope your Dad is still around to look after your ds. I'm glad you managed to post in-between though, please come back to us as soon as you can & let us try & get you through this nightmare.
Jools really glad to see you posting. You are not too old, we all have stories of people we know in their mid 40's having babies. I think your main problem is the lack of bd action, something you & I have had in common. I don't know anything about taking viagra if you have epilepsy but wouldn't dp be willing to talk to his gp? At least if you had a couple of successful bd every month under your belt then you'd be able to see a glimmer of hope.
Mermaid once again wooohooo! Have you got the cyclogest?
4ever I hope the blood checking gives you good results, am I right in thinking that gd usually goes away when you have given birth?? Also yes the final weeks of pregnancy are really uncomfortable, especially the bigger you are. For me it was my feet that took the toll & I ended up on crutches.
Blue Have you planted peppers as I need some tips to stop the beasties eating them?
Sabs it sounds like you are keeping very busy & enjoying every minute with Saara now she has reached that magic age where she takes everything in & is a proper little person.
Neeko I too loved your birth story, it sounded very serene, just like I'd like my next one to be. I'm glad you said it's easier second time around too. How is dd2's wind?
Barbie are you home now, I expect you were sad to leave?
Iggy any news on your house?
Moon yes bfp's definitely come in three's !
Louey have a big squeezy hug from me too. A lot of us have been there with our misguided dh's trying to protect us by not wanting to try again. Unfortunately mc is an all too common fact of life, as you know it has happened to some on this thread many many times but in the end we somehow find the strength to try again. As the wise Neeko once said 'my need for another baby is greater than my fear of another mc'. All I can suggest with dh is to try & not let him see how much the miscarriage has so deeply affected you, it's hard but I had to do that with each of my mc's as I think if dh knew how deeply wounded I was with each one he wouldn't have wanted to risk putting me through it again.
Cupcake transition is the bit when you are saying 'I really really can't do this' & you mean it! Usually not long after that your baby is born!
PFJ are the stitches out? Those dissolvable ones never seem to dissolve - I remember doing a bit of home surgery after I had a laparoscopy & taking my own stitches out !
QA has the bleeding stopped now?
Cupcake last day of work for you tomorrow, yay! Don't forget to pack some lipbalm in your hospital bag.
Vjay glad your back is feeling better. Is ds2 crawling yet or is he still at the rolling stage?
Curly have we seen a pic of curlygirl yet??
Gracie well done to your dd for having such a well
working & powerful digestive system .
LBM do you think that high & neat signifies a girl then? I don't understand how my bump is right under my ribs if the baby is still way down around my pubic bone??
Right gtg & have a shower. Ta-raa for now.