Hello lovelies! Thanks so much for the oodles of support & positive thinking for me again today, your reactions are always so lovely I could cry!!! (whispers) Im almost daring to believe now..! Im gonna stop getting hung up on size, funny thing is this preg it really has been an afterthought til this thurs when it was only a few mm more than a few days before on mon, thats what got me panicing, also seemed to be in same position & didnt move much at all on thurs.. So, I was praying bubba would put on a full show of activity as reassurance for us today, cos was worried lack of movement was a sign it was poorly & things going wrong, so sure enough today it was rolling around & around, waving legs & arms, nodding its head & not staying still long enough to even be meausured, then sonographer said as getting bigger they will now leave measurements to fetal meds & just check hb & things on my weeklys! Prob best! So obviously another cause of my immense weebleness was that Iv never ever been this far along!!! A momentous milestone indeed! WOOP WOOP! Im scared to write that & nearly deleted it! But all prayers to god, I'll be 14wks on fri, I just cant believe it!
Barbie loving all the talk of winkles & fanjos! (or hamburgers! ) Friends have said that girls have far too many creases & folds for those runny poos to be cleaned out of! I honestly dont care either way now after all this! Great stuff about mat leave in 3 wks! Bless you getting nursery bits too...
Cupcake I looked at your gorgeous scan photo! It is a good image, mums always know best so you never know! Youve been a godsend to me my fellow medium pant journey sharer & hand holder! Are you 16wks now? When is that 17wk scan? Bless the penguin bootees too , I darent even look at stuff but went to Boots today for some of my last xmas shopping for friends gifts [smug face]! & did see some yummy sanctuary 'mum to be' gift boxes that I phoned & hinted to DH about when I came out!
I want to watch Love Actually with you & Vjay and Blue on weds night, Ive never seen it! You always sound so busy what with work & your course & your writing, how you find time to socialise too is an inspiration!
Blue thank you for the prayers too my lovely, they seem to be working thus far!!! I repeat what I said that you have also been a real source of support to me beyond words you lovely lady.. How are you doing? How many weeks to go now? Im just so excited for you! Hope the spd dissapears as soon as LO arrives!
Poor poor Buddha last I heard was when i posted her update about Ewan being in SCUBU & having poss infection, god forbid it was meningitus, I will try & contact her, I did tell her Id prayed for her & Ewan & also young Ellis, in hosp chapel & she replied Id made her cry bless her, she must be so overwraught...
Big waves to Annie if lurkin with Ellis on breast! She came home on sat & said Ellis* is feeding well
Lovely to see mammoth post from you Curly, sorry to hear you are feelin so shitty still, Im also intrigued by your potential name! Specially considering what my real name is & how its what drew me to Emmsys in the first place!
Talking of another hard grafter hows our lovely Neeko? I hope a sense of 'normality' is returning to the family after last weeks funeral? Big hugs to you all.. Xmas is a good distraction, Im with you on the Monicaesque level of organisation, just want everything done & nearly there, big pile of presents, just card writing & wrapping that I will crack on with next week.. Not long now til xmas hols for you, bet you're counting minutes!
Jools another workaholic lady! Iv been loving your xen like together and positive posts! Just talking to the Gp & getting the referral sounds like its done wonders for you, you sound really together & in a great place, & thats a good healthy place for ttc too!
MLS glad to see an upbeat post from you too, I echo what everyone said, take positivity & hope from your gorgeous girl that you are a mummy & you have done this before, it will happen but you have to give yourself time to heal. After my 3rd mc & the tests for referral we didnt stop ttc as such, but we almost avoided it as I wanted to find out if there was something wrong, that could be cured, I wouldnt of wanted to get preg then discover I could of been taking heparin injections or steroids to prevent another mc & not have done. It would relieve the pressure for you & would only be a couple of months while you get your results back, it would be great healing time for mind body & soul too... Big hugs & keep rejoicing in your cute DD!
Hope you are lurking Bluemoon and Bakingqueen and hanging in there girls.. 2010 will be a better year all round methinks...
Big wave to Sabs if you are lurkin, hope you had a happy Eid!
Lastly Mermaid mermaid come out come out wherever you are! Blue made a comment about scuttling off under her shell in times of stress, & I have had a real vision of you doing that for the last few months.. I hope I dont step on your mermaids toes by saying this, but you seem to be really closing up & not sharing how you feel or even whats going on with you in the day to day? We miss you & you are always full of worldy wisdom & support to us but scuttle away when we try & do the same back?! Im only saying this cos I care about you sooooooooooo much & feel a kindred spirit having had the same amount of losses as each other.. Did you ever look into the luteal phase thing? You scuttled away at that too & it really could be a simple answer.. Im so sorry but think all this lots so just had to say it out loud & maybe some of the others will back me on that? We love you sweet lady xxxxxxx
Right, on that note, better get downstairs to put some jacket potatoes in the oven!
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