Hey ladies,
Bubble I'm with you on the cheesed-off front. Hang on in there!
Am on CD30 now and although period hasn't started yet, have had spotting today and also cramps. Am under no illusions- it's a-coming. I suppose it's a relief that my cycle seems to have got back to normal after stupid 42 day aberration last month. But the whole business is so tiresome.
Anyway, as I said yest, I'm going to wait for my period to start in earnest, then am going to forget about ttc for a while. Like, properly forget. I won't go back on the pill, and will still be having sex (er, obviously), but with no counting, no attempts at doing it on specific days, no blinkin folic acid or legs in the air, and certainly no thought of egg white.
Have decided that at age 28, with the knowledge that we can get pregnant (had mc last year as many of you know), it will not do for me to be obsessing so much. I am too young to be stressing like this.
I still want to get pregnant soon, but given our current living arrangements (close family member on other side of wall until June) and general time constraints of life/work, I can't keep putting pressure on myself to get pregnant NOW THIS MINUTE and feeling crap when we don't get joggy with it on designated days.
So I will keep you posted girls, but may be bidding you sayonara in the next couple of days- at least for now.