AF coming I can feel it, not as disappointed as I normally am maybe I am finally coming to terms with the fact that it probably isn't going to happen for me again, but am happy with what I have.
Have decided this month, to bonk like mad when we want and not when we need, not every other day as that puts pressure on us even if we are tired or not in the mood, just bonk if and when we want. No calander spotting, no potiing of any sort. Normal gym routine, drink when I want not when I have AF only.
This month is a bean free zone, if it happens it happens if it doesn't it doesn't. There is more to life than this, and I can't be bothered with it anymore, life is too short, to waste wanting something that might never happen, life is there to be lived to its full and I am now going to plan for the things I want that I know can happen and enjoy every minute of them.
Hope the rest of you are happy in your journey and get what you want, I will keep my fingers crossed for each and everyone of you.
I shall pop back from time to time to check on your progress.