Wanabe - glad you have faith in me and Sparky - I don't have will power, just an irrational fear of a BFN and the embarrassment and soul searching that will follow as I try and work out how on earth I managed to imagine all these symptoms
According to Fertility Friend, AF is due tomorrow or Sat. I only have data on my last 3 cycles - last days were CD26, CD22 (CP) and CD29 last month. Today is CD29. However, for the last few cycles, I've always had spotting a couple of days before the main event, which is why I worry I am out every time I see some brown CM. I keep reminding myself of the symptoms I have noted, particularly hot nipples and poking sensation in tum, because surely I couldn't imagine that ?
We have work drinks tomorrow - I may test in the morning as FF recommends, or I may just not drink and not test till Sat. Going to a wedding on Sat - am driving so wouldn't be having more than a glass of wine anyway. If I tested Sat morning, I'd then go off to this wedding without DP, so I don't think I could tell him, then leave him stewing with the news for a day ...
Don't know what to do .... Sunday seems the better option, but such a long way away !
I seem to imagine spot more symptoms in the afternoon - if I do feel something significant, may rethink testing this PM.
Being confused and pathetic today !