Hi guys. Probably should put a warning talking about loss and general rant/vent.
Been super quiet these tww.
Really been struggling and actually have decided to go to bereavement counselling after the ectopic because I'm just not coping well emotionally ever since.
I also have been getting super annoyed with my body showing every symptom under the sun and then getting bfns.
Had a few faint lines around 7dpo on the amazon cheapie which I use all the time so I'm fairly good at spotting the lines. Plus did inverted colour anyway on the photo. And the faint lines even appeared in the frer I did as well. The day after the cheapies.
Soooo I did a clear blue digital yesterday. Supposed to be detectable up to 5 days before period.
BFN
Then I see a post on a different old thread here of a few people saying they had lines on frer and BFN on digital even though it technically should have detected it. And one woman said it relies on you having a bog standard 14 day luteal phase to be able to detect up to 5 days early.
Well here's me pushing to get even a 11 day luteal phase.
And today I am 11 dpo.
So basically the next 24 to 48 hours I will know if high dose vitamin c (1500mg per day) will help lengthen it.
But yeah that's my update.
Major breakdowns.
DP said he'd try a urine sperm test from boots as he's worried himself, my thoughts is it's lovely but will it be reliable at all? As in its not a proper doctor test so it could say whatever it wants on the urine one I guess. I dunno?
I swear if my period still comes this month I'm gonna loose my mind.
It's really not fair.
I'd be 7 months now.
I just don't get it we are healthy we are fairly young, under 35, I already have a Dd. And with her and the ectopic I got pregnant 2nd time and 1 time.
And I'm so confused because the surgeon said my right tube is healthy and so no reason why it can't pick up the left side eggs.
But then why isn't it doing it then?? How do they know its healthy if my damaged tube could technically pick up 2 pregnancies....