Immune/NK cells pred thread #33

[Jecca88]

Hey Guys, starting a new thread as we have run out of space - hope i have included everyone and sending lots of love x

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I think if there is still a line tomorrow - you are defo pregnant, tbh i think you are with the tests you have done @Meg310532 - i am sure the trigger is out your system now. I think there is progression - so no reason why chemical. Have CRP asked you to come in tomorrow if the test is positive? I hate the stress its horrible, but try and remember you have no control over this now. So yeh would have been 12 weeks tomorrow, this thursday is just a quick scan ahead of intralipids, so scared as this is the same time when i found out i had a Missed miscarriage on my first pregnancy. Just need to remember this is a different pregnancy and everything so far has been really positive. my '12' week scan is actually next week where they look at bloods and anatomy etc

@Jecca88 yes hun they told me to go in tomorrow if I have a positive tomorrow for a infusion at 11.. the trigger deff wouldn’t be in my system now they said so it’s a deff positive test, my fear now is just that it will end up being another chemical. But it’s out of my control isn’t it !! When you had the missed miscarriage at 12 weeks last time did you have all these extra tests and scans you have had this time ? As I really can’t see anything drastically changing for you from a couple of weeks ago I have every bit of confidence things wil be amazing for you. With my missed miscarriage at 12 weeks things went wrong at like 6 weeks so would have deff been found out before the 12 weeks if I was under CRP care xxxx

@Meg310532 There is no reason why it will be chemical, you have all these other drugs in your system helping things along, i have faith, how long does it take you to get to CRP? So my MMC was discovered at 12 weeks and it had stopped at 9.2, but i have two scans before the 9 weeks where i saw the heartbeat etc, but obvis i have got further with seeing the baby at 10 1/2 this time and more scans and all the drugs. I feel like i already have a small bump, feeling fatter or maybe i am just bloated. lols

@Jecca88 i need to leave at 8 to get there for 11 so three hours ! But only 2 hours 20 ish back :) still a long way !!! But booked it off as holiday tomorrow so I can just be chilled and not be stressed etc. this is true I have a lot more drugs in me this time to hopefully keep things moving in the right direction ! Fingers crossed!! Awww do you !!! I can not wait for a bump! As soon as you have a bump I feel like it will feel so much more real. Do you find it hard to believe still? Xx

@Meg310532 the line looks darker and I hope it’s looking even darker today :) all the best for today xx

really pleased for you @Jecca88 sincerely hope it all goes smoothly for you. I have my procedure this Friday so prepping myself mentally for it xx

@Newbeginnings22023 thanks so much hun! I wouldn’t say there is a big jump at all but then im
only actually due on my period today! So hopefully that’s normal and my line is dark enough ! This is todays test (bottom one)

@Meg310532 When you compare the top and bottom you can definitely tell the difference, and this makes sense because HCG doubles around a 48-hour timeframe. Hope they’ll do your bloods to reassure you further xx

@Meg310532 that is defo a positive and so much darker in my eyes! good luck with first intralipids babe, very happy for you :)

Thanks @Newbeginnings22023 - i really hope Friday goes well. Do you need to go under GA?

Thanks hun @Jecca88 just got home. All went good :) they looked at my tests and said it’s deff a progression and that to count as pregnant. They said to go back on 7th for 7 week scan !!!! How you feeling for tomorrow ?

@Newbeginnings22023 thanks so much I really really hope this is it ! I don’t think I can deal with another let down ! X x

ahh @Meg310532 this is so exciting :) really happy for you. when is your birthday again? i remember you saying you wanted to be pregnant for your 35 birthday. I am quite anxious about tomorrow - but trying to put it out of my mind, glad it will be an over the belly scan though and gone past the dildo scanner stage :) lols

@Jecca88 i turned 35 on 6th jan :):) !! So I think I would have been pregnant then !!!!! How mad is that !! Do you think I should just not test any more ?? And just ride it out now?? Testing makes me feel anxious but then I also don’t want to be surprised with blood! God it’s a tricky one. Ohhhh I have everything crossed for you for tomorrow, you will get a proper good pic of the baby won’t you tomorrow :))) haha ohhh lovely much nicer than the dildo scanner hahahah! Xxx

Hi @Jecca88 thanks so much for your wishes xxx yes I’ll be under GA because it’s both a hysteroscopy and laparoscopy.

@Meg310532 very happy for you and genuinely hope this is it as well. I would advise against testing again at home and to leave it to fate xxx

@Newbeginnings22023 I agree I know it will just send me mad and give me anxiety! I might just do one before the 7 week scan if I make it that far to just make sure I’m not waisting a trip !! So what’s your next step then hun? X

@Meg310532 That makes sense! All being well the plan a month or so after the op is to go for superovulation with Dr S for a few rounds. I genuinely feel better about doing this than transferring our final, lower quality untested embryo. I’d like to trust my body to do it as naturally as possible hopefully with a better environment in there! Xx

@Newbeginnings22023 sounds like a plan!! Any other questions on superovulation hun then just ask :) I’m more than happy to help answer ! X x x x

Ah I'm so pleased for you @Meg310532 ! xx

@Taurus26 thanks hun!

@Jecca88 hope today went okay hun????

Thanks for checking in @Meg310532

Really sad news I am afraid and sorry if this is triggering. Found out the baby had died 3 days ago - which would have been bang on 12 weeks. My husband and I are so devastated. dr Silva edge was lovely and we were all just very sad in the room, she thinks she saw a Cystic Hygroma - which would basically be a chromosomal abnormality and she is almost certain that is the reason. I have booked in for an appointment tomorrow at hospital and surgery hopefully Monday where they will perform cytogenetic testing.

I cannot believe how cruel and brutal this is and starting to think this may never happen for us.

@Jecca88 i am absolutely devastated for you I can not believe you have had to go through this again. What the actual fuk how cruel can this world be. I am not surprised you are devastated hun. I’m truely so so sorry. How long does it take for the testing to come back? Xxx

I'm deeply sorry @Jecca88 , cruel and brutal is exactly right, what a terrible shock for you both. Just devastating. I hope hospital goes as well as it can tomorrow and know that we'll all be thinking of you xxx

Oh @Jecca88 this is heartbreaking, I’m so so sorry. Brought tears to my eyes, I wanted this to work for you so much. We’re here for you xxx

I’m so sorry @Jecca88, sending lots of love your way xxx

@Jecca88 So, so sorry. Thinking of you both and sending hugs x

Thanks everyone for your kind messages. Had my appointment at hospital yesterday and booked in for surgery Monday afternoon, they too suspected a chromosomal abnormality - and will do the testing which takes about 8 weeks to come back. Feeling to incredibly low and deflated about everything and convinced I am cursed. I wish this pregnancy didn’t happen as it’s just so much more painful with the emotional investment over the last three months.
I am going to ween off all the drugs and try and have a break and get back to being me. I can’t face this all again so soon but know time is against me. Yesterday was the first time they mentioned IVF as an option for us with PGTA testing. If the results come back as abnormal maybe this is the route we go down as feels like we have got the immune stuff down with current protocol, just need to make sure we have viable embryos.

thanks for all the support. I know we are all in this together. 💔