A line eye enthusiast #2

[MrBigsCat]

The first thread is full!!

Today my body is tricking me and I have very sore boobs. I know it's in my head... My lovely bfns for today! That stark white shines so brightly!
Hope everyone else is having a better time than me!
Wish you all BFP!

8dpo still nothing 😔 but this one threw me a little I did have to look at it a few times before I binned it haha line eyes are so strange!
How's everyone else doing today?

I got a peak smile on the evening of the 25th January and it stayed on the test till Saturday evening when do I start the dpo?

@catness75 I had this at dpo 7 or 8. There was basically nothing there but I just knew there was!

I would say the day after you get your peak is when you log ovulation

@JC084 thank you for replying 😊 I will count from Friday as I got the peak Thursday night

I can see faint lines in both of those

@Fuscialuscia not on mine?

I've just taken this... I am sure it's negative but my eyes play tricks!

@catness75 i can see something

@catness75 I think I can see something 🤞🏼 are you 9dpo now?

@JC084 im 8/9 dpo today. I didn't test this morning too scared! So I think I might just wait if I can, see if AF turns up! I don't think I'm pregnant because that would be silly to think so, but living in a maybe world for a day or two might be a nice change lol

I can see a faint line @catness75 🤞

@821k @JC084
I have just plucked up the courage and done these. With afternoon wee 🙄 but they both do have a line on.
Still don't know and think it's probs evaps and indents.
I'd say they are a touch darker in real life.

@catness75 hard to see in that photo and with the background - but I also know how hard it can be to get faint lines to show in a photo!
I'd say test again tomorrow morning with FMU and hopefully you'll get a stronger line 👍

@JC084
My phone almost like corrects it. I tried with flash but that's even worse haha! Oh sorry the background is my kitchen roll, was Christmas special is Morrisons going cheap after Xmas 2 rolls for £2 so stocked up! Kitchen roll is kitchen roll at the end of the day 😂

@catness75 haha do love a nice bit of kitchen roll 😂
Yeah, it's so hard to get the lines to show on a photo. That's what happened for my first positive - I could see it was there but no photo would show it!

Back again after a couple of months off and back with another easy at home which I think is a dud and invalid !! Don’t know why I keep using these 🤦🏼‍♀️ bloody dye run with a visible line. What’s everyone’s opinion please?

@Ivebeenthinkingtoomuch i honestly don't even know any more with tests! After days of vvvfl now I've got a BFN this morning. To me it looks like a positive 🤞🤞 but I know what these tests are like.

Below is my my very very bfn and I feel very AFish this morning. I am going to have 10 mins feeling sorry for myself and a cry then back to life.
Onto next month I suppose...good luck everyone!

@catness75 I think you're a bit early to class yourself as out. I think it's recommended waiting until 2 weeks after or 14dpo anyway. Don't add unnecessary stress :)

Think I have line eyes, anyone else see a vvfl line on this? Have edited to try and show in the photo. Not using opk but think I'm bout 9dpo, AF due Mon or Tue.

I'm out AF has arrived! Good luck everyone!

@catness75 sorry to hear, hope you're ok

It's so hard to tell, but I think I might see something

@JC084 yeah I'm fine. I'm glad really it's on time and not late or anything because that's worse.

I think for me I'd like to stop now, I'd love for it to happen but it's not going to and in my heart I just know that.

The thing is no one knows about our struggles. I've been a mum for 11 years next month and for those 11 years I've watched mums at school have 2nd, 3rd, 4th and 5th babies. I've happily watched people at work bring their lovely news in and welcomed babies into my family. When people say oh when will you have another I just smile and go 'oh one is enough' so people think it's a choice I have made.

I had someone close to me have news of their second baby in 2 years the other day, and the effort it took to hold the tears knowing it's another one to face is so hard.

I avoid certain social situations family parties etc with DH because someone will give me a baby to hold and it obviously a very nice thing babies are lovely but I see the way he looks at me, worrying if I'm OK and we walk past the baby clothes in supermarkets pretending they aren't there.

I'll be forever grateful having one child because I am wayyyy luckier than some people but I want some peace to grieve and move on.

Thanks for listening to that i don't have anyone else to tell it to in my life and I feel a bit sad today.