Feeling really low and depressed. I’m on cycle 4 after a missed miscarriage at 14weeks. Currently 6 days post ovulation. I didn’t temp but checked twice daily with clear blue ovulation tests.
I don’t think this is my month. I don’t have any symptoms like breast tenderness because I know this is the most common sign of pregnancy. I’m 34 years old and I have a soon to be 6 year old daughter.
I’m sad and angry with myself for not trying for a second earlier. Why did I choose to leave such a big gap? House moving, house renovation…petty life circumstances got in the way. Otherwise I have a very stable happy marriage. And now when I am actively trying I cannot get pregnant.
my husband and I have been off caffeine for 8 months. We take several vitamins. We ttc on the right days. Last month we ttc every day during fertile window. This month we followed the sperm meets egg plan.
for my daughter I conceived in my 3rd cycle. For my second miscarriage I had conceived also in my 3rd cycle. This time it feels different. Is it my age? Is it because I’m more desperate?
I feel like I’m running out of time. I want to have a big family so will also consider a third. But I don’t want to wait till I’m much older. But what chance do I have? I’m 35 next year and feel like I’m running out of time and I haven’t even had my second child.
please, I don’t want to sound ungrateful. But I feel so sad and so hopeless, especially when I have friends with multiple children and who are also pregnant. I feel like I’ve made the wrong life choices and now I cannot turn time back. I always dreamt of a larger family and feel angry with myself for waiting so long.
sorry for the depressing post. I am blessed in so many ways but I felt that I needed to get all this way. I hope you understand.