Hoping for a BFP in July/august

[Shiny88]

New follow on thread I may have missed some people 🙈

@BellaTheDarkOverlord
@My2boysaremyworld
@JB2021
@AJuicyPeach
@Baby3herewego
@Gizzy93
@hevann
@Missgemini
@Purple29

Sorry @Tropicana1 that's really rubbish.
Are you going to test again tomorrow?

@Tropicana1 I'm sorry, has AF arrived yet? Xx

@AnnMii how are you doing?

I'm sorry @Tropicana1 ❤️❤️ there is still hope until AF shows. I've got everything crossed for you xx

Morning 🌻

In my post O day exhaustion. I always get moody for ovulation and then exhausted, it just seems worse when I am observing every sign and symptom. Is it bedtime yet? 😴

Officially 1DPO today! Let the 2WW commence! 🙈 it's going to be a looooong 2 weeks 😫

@kizzy97 yup the tww is tough. This in only second cycle but not looking forward to that wait. I struggled with it when tycoon my daughter and the constant symptom spotting! Hopefully you can keep yourself busy

@OneMoreLittleFox this is my first cycle off the pill and reading your post is exactly how I’m feeling. I am so tired I can barely keep my eyes open today, it’s so weird. I usually get up between 6:00-6:30 but I woke up at 9 today. Im 1 or 2 DPO today and dying!!

Cycle day 28 today so period due tonight or tomorrow.
Caved and took a cheapie test and it's a BFN.
I'm so frustrated and just feeling like not bothering anymore honestly. It's so shit.
And I keep thinking if i hadn't have had my miscarriage in December I would have a newborn right now.
Just feeling so low and frustrated with it all now.

@Shiny88 sending big hugs. I totally get how you feel. It's ok to be sad and angry cuz it isn't fair! Iv been struggling this week missing my baby too. I keep crying and so low. Here for you if you ever need to rant xx

@Shiny88 so sorry you are feeling like this! I have to admit this was me at the end of last cycle, well just before and I was like I cannot be fucking bothered anymore with this rollercoaster of a journey that is TTC....

Got my head round another cycle of disappointment & then moved on to this cycle.

I think I've now decided that if I just think I accept it's may not happen, it may take until Christmas when statistics say I should be pregnant then so be it. I can't be arsed to go over in my head anymore as it makes me even more desperate.

Try to do something that you couldn't do if you were pregnant and just let your mind be angry and upset for a day or so then look forward and think of how it can take a year, sometimes too and then that there are still options after that.

It's so hard. Be kind to yourself. This journey certainly is not an easy one!!! X

Thanks @LucyLoopyLu @My2boysaremyworld @TheCakeIsALie18

Not feeling too hopeful, got my pre AF cramps heavy today and temp was a bit down this morning (not all the way but slowly heading that way) so I reckon aF might show early this weekend if not right on time Monday. Hidden away all my expensive tests so theyre not easily accessible on a whim 😂 but pretty convinced I'm out now and just want my period to bloody hurry up and arrive so I can get it out the way!

@My2boysaremyworld it's so shit I think that's the hardest part knowing I would have a newborn right now and why isn't it happening for me. I'm sorry to hear you've been struggling this week too. It's such a cruel thing to have to go through big hugs xx

@Angie2018 I'm sorry to hear you were struggling, it's an awful rollercoaster the TTC and the mental torment!
I'm glad you've managed to work through it and find a mind set that works for you xx

@Shiny88 hoping AF doesn't arrive for you!! If she does, the next cycle could be yours xx

@imy @kizzy97 looks like we are all in the TWW together then.

@Shiny88 I'm sorry you're feeling the way you are, I'm pretty sure we've all been through it on this journey, we're all here to listen & help as much as we can. Best place to vent & not feel judged by it! ❤️

@Shiny88 be kind to yourself xx

@imy no clue why it's not showing peak, really weird as mine always has.

@My2boysaremyworld hope youre feeling a bit better

@Tropicana1 sorry you have the BFN x I'm hoping AF doesn't come for you

@Shiny88 it's so deflating isn't it. Every month and BFN feels so shit. I'm in cycle 4 now and not even a faint. I feel like if I just got a faint at least I know my body can do it. My last pregnancy ended up with bad labour and I worry about secondary infertility because of it. If someone just told me I'd be pregnant or have a baby in the next 2 years I'd be grateful 😥

CD10 today and OPKs still negative but getting darker slightly. Hopefully peak by CD14.

@BellaTheDarkOverlord still crap! Suppose to be out with school moms tonight and Iv cancelled 😩xx

@My2boysaremyworld are you using gels like orajel or maybe clove oil? In desperate need I used those

@BellaTheDarkOverlord yes Iv got oragel xx

@BellaTheDarkOverlord did you suffer i between having the deep root canal finished? Xx

@BellaTheDarkOverlord I feel the same - if I knew it would definitely happen I would be ok. Also about to go into cycle 4, conceived first cycle with our first and I've had septic peritonitis in between so worried about adhesions blocking my tubes

@Shiny88 @kizzy97 @Angie2018 @My2boysaremyworld
I am with you ladies! Sorry if I’ve missed some.
Two losses this year and it’s so draining. Just need a crystal ball, I don’t mind when it happens - just need to know if it ever will 😥
9 dpo and another BFN…

10DPO and BFN today. I feel like I'm definitely our this cycle. I've had lots of cramping