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I'm not pregnant anymore

59 replies

hester · 15/11/2004 07:30

Well, I had five fantastic, ecstatic, scared, excited days of being pregnant. Then Saturday night I did another pg test (just to show off, and because one was sitting there on the bathroom shelf) and it was negative. Sunday morning I had did two more - both negative.

I went to the hospital, where they did a blood test and a scan. The blood test was positive, but they think it is picking up descending levels of HCG and that I will soon start bleeding. I have to go back Tuesday for restesting - not because they have any real hope that I can keep this pregnancy, but to check that I'm not retaining tissue.

As you can imagine, I am feeling completely devastated.

I am sure this post doesn't really belong under 'Conception', but I wanted my ttc compadres to know.

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Earlybird · 15/11/2004 07:41

Ohhh.......I'm so sorry. Sending lots of hugs your way......

hoxtonchick · 15/11/2004 08:08

oh hester, i'm so so sorry. xxxxx

ernest · 15/11/2004 08:11

hester, I am so very very sorry. i cannot imagine how utterly gutted you must be feeling. big >to you xxx

Angeliz · 15/11/2004 08:16

hester, i'm so sorry+++++++++++++

Tania2 · 15/11/2004 08:23

Oh Hester sweety you poor thing we are all there for you on the TTC thread cant imagine what you must be feeling. Iam confussed though?

RudyDudy · 15/11/2004 08:49

I am so sorry hester ...sending you big (((hugs))) and love xxx

Munnzieb · 15/11/2004 08:52

((((((((hugs))))))) oh hester, i'm so sorry hon, but i'll keep hoping for you, even if it is only a foold hope. best get off b4 my eyes start to tear. I know how happy you were. ((((((((hugs))))))) sorry again Thinking of u and DH.

Munnzieb · 15/11/2004 08:53

fools* even

myermay · 15/11/2004 08:55

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mariella · 15/11/2004 09:03

oh no, hester, I was so hoping this wasn't you when I clicked on the thread. I'm so so so sorry, I really am. xxxx

Hulababy · 15/11/2004 09:06

(((hugs))) Oh Hester, I am so so sorry.

motherinferior · 15/11/2004 09:25

Hester, darling, I am so very sorry for you
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

velcrobott · 15/11/2004 09:26

Oh no Hester... I am sooooo sorry to read this.
Hugs to you.... take care honey.

Sallie · 15/11/2004 09:27

Hester - my thoughts are with you. Look after yourself and allow yourself some time to get over this.

mrsflowerpot · 15/11/2004 09:52

Oh no, Hester, I am so sorry to hear this.

Twiglett · 15/11/2004 09:56

so sorry Hester

fairyfly · 15/11/2004 09:59

Sorry Hester its not fair for you i know, look after yourself

PicadillyCircus · 15/11/2004 10:02

Really sorry for you Hester

jeddah · 15/11/2004 10:03

hester..............

I am very shocked and extremely upset to hear your news! I can only imagine a small fraction of what you are going through! If I multiply this by 1000 I am sure I wouldn't even come near to it!

I know you don't want to hear this.....but until I did my midwifery degree, I never realised how common m/c is ...1:4 women miscarry and my dear friend it is always for a reason....things weren't right hest!........
I know its hard to look at the positive but at least you know you can get pregnant

My thoughs are with you...and you know we are all here for you!

nailpolish · 15/11/2004 10:05

hester take care

MrsWednesday · 15/11/2004 10:06

Hester, I'm so sorry. This is devastating news. I'm thinking of you.x

JuniperDewdrop · 15/11/2004 10:08

Many ((((hugs)))) to you Hester. You're amongst friends who know how it feels.

MummyToSteven · 15/11/2004 10:09

hester, so sorry to hear this.

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hester · 15/11/2004 10:20

Thank you all so much. I am so grateful that I have you lovely MNetters to turn to, since in RL almost no-one knew I was pg at all.

Jeddah, thank you darling. I know you are right, and that overall it is a positive sign that I am fertile. In some ways it makes the decision about whether to keep trying harder - as you know, I had decided to go for another three months then decide to finish. Now that I know I CAN get pg, it will make the decision about when to stop harder. But I'll worry about that later.

Tania lovey - why confused?

I do feel a little stronger today. Yesterday was truly terrible (not helped by stupid A&E doc's verdict on repeated negative tests: 'Um, it could be a blip?' Me: 'Is that possible?' Her: 'I don't know'. And she had got me gowned up and in bed to deliver that little gem of medical expertise! Thank god i was then seen by acute gynae unit, who couldn't have been nicer). Today I feel less pregnant, and tbh it will be less of a head to start bleeding now and be able to wish my baby godspeed.

Thank you all again for being there for me throughout all of this - it's been a lifeline. xxx

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wilbur · 15/11/2004 10:40

Oh hester, I am so so sorry, what a sad thing. I hope you are getting some tlc at home - take it easy and take care. xx