[quote CycloGoose]@kaylsd you're such a good thread momma looking out for us all. We love you XXX I can't quite keep on top of it all at the moment. I'm trying to be on my phone less but then I feel rude if I don't reply to everyone!
I hope everyone knows they're in my heart even if I don't write back specifically! I can't remember who said it but I feel everyone's ups and downs too and in so excited and hurt and hopeful for all of you dependent on the circumstances.
I'd contact gp this time if you haven't been lucky. Tell them it's really stressing you out, making you anxious. Ham it up a bit. Mine said they wouldn't hold me to 12 months exactly but I am a fair few clicks older than you!
Enjoy the shopping! Did you ever get a houseplant? Tesco has some lovely things in at the moment -spider plants for £2.50! I'm no good at gardening either and I missed that on @Slinks8113 post. I'm hoping that it's something I can learn about when I'm on maternity leave. I've got big ideas! I want to have a veggie trough to teach a little bubs about where food comes from 🥰
Mabel is just a delight. I've got my borrow my doggy Buddy boi coming to see me and I couldn't be more excited. He's a smallish golden doodle and we're bffs. Seriously, his owners can't get over it 🤣🤣🤣
My temps are trash so I can't help there I'm afraid. I'm not sure about the CB to be honest. I didn't like them I don't think. The flashing smiley gave me the heeby-jeebies. Though I suppose I got a positive test this month but I literally did so much different it's hard to tell what was the key. I spent so much money on new toys when I got my 'period' though so at least, if this is all pretend, I will get to make use of those!
Still positive here but still spotting. I'm trying not to get excited but I'm starting to see a glimmer of hope. Surely 9 days after a bleed I wouldn't still be getting + results if it's MC? Not when it's such early days.
TBF I'm realising how lucky I am with my GP. I picked them especially because my local one with spaces have the worst reviews so I go to the next town and I think they're incredible. Except they didn't give me my jab when they should've because I was hospitalised with my asthma.[/quote]
@cyclogoose awww bless you you know I'm here for you all regardless of what happens within our journies! I can only imagine the thoughts and emotions your probably going through right now so it's totally understandable if you want time out until you understand your situation to what's going off but just know that we are all here and by yourside for it :)
I'm tempted after this month to contact them even if they just check my thyroid to rule out anything (although I've had this checked last year and I was absolutely fine) I had a USS back in 2019 both abdo & trans and that was absolutely fine too so I don't think I have anything like PCOS but it'll be nice to see if Ive got anything under lying if they can review this sooner than waiting a year, with me being a community nurse at the moment I work alongside my GP practice quite a lot and I don't have a lot of confidence in them if I'm honest which is never the best start but I guess there's no harm in trying 🙈
I've just messaged hubs for when he finishes to work does he fancy a trip to Tesco for Sunday roast ingredients (we normally shop Asda as it's closest to us) but secretly I just wanna see the plants and probably by some more house plants evil laugh 😏😆😆😆😆 I love the thought of having a little green house with home grown veg for when I have a little one, I used to love going into my grandads greenhouse when I was little, he used to grow the biggest tomato plants ever :')
I would take things in a positive manor at the moment if you can (I know it might be hard not to get your hopes up right now, but I've got everything crossed for you) have you repeated your CBD to see if the weeks have changed as your levels will be doubling if there's a pregnancy so your weeks should be like increasing?
Hope you have a lovely weekend sweetheart try not to worry too much into things, have a relaxing weekend post working week! Maybe a pamper night tonight to relax maybe some facemasks or go to the extreme of get some sea waves noise on YouTube or your Alexa if you have one and imagine your on a beach (I'd try and do the same but I can't help but hear neighbours drilling & swearing on driveway and it's raining so it's not setting the right scene for me 😂😂😂)