August might be pact might be madness part 2

[claireb707]

Hopefully can get all you in here

No AF, & we think we might see the tiniest squinter. There’s a shadow of something... I think. I don’t know if I was just trying to see something, but oh who is good at spotting the squinters says he can see something too.

As he pointed out, even if it is something, I am only 10dpo so not to let myself get excited or in the zone, which surprisingly I’m doing okay at.

If there’s something there 15/16dpo I might let myself believe it. For now, I just feel calm.❤️

Tried again... as I said, nothing there really, but maybe a shadow? Maybe?

@Sansa87 I think I might be able to see the tiniest shadow! Exciting!!

@whambam89 Thankyou. I can’t really see anything, oh is the king at seeing squinters though 😂

I shouldn’t be wishing my life away but I want it to be tomorrow morning xx

I can see something @Sansa87

I am still feeling too rough to even think about ttc. I also had some weird mid-cycle bleeding which I've never had. I even passed a clot and am still spotting now. I'm going to assume it's something to do with having been unwell and my body being a bit messed up at the moment.

Sending you so much love, @kirinm ❤️

Rang docs and am a lot happier now. Still don't know numbers for partners SA as she wouldn't give them to me but we have progress.
She has added a few more tests to his blood tests on the 11th, she is sending us some forms to fill in and once she has his blood results she will send off the referral asap.

They have everything they need from me, just his bloods and then we are referred.

I don't know however what is happening with me this cycle 😂
I got positive opk on sunday (both cheapie and cbd solid smiley). No ewcm and not temp rise.
Got another peak cheapie yesterday and this morning (darkest one yet this morning). Still no temp rise though but did have hint of ewcm this morning). So guessing no egg was released after first peak and it's trying again now.

Massive hugs @kirinm

Sorry I can't see anything @Sansa87 but I am normally rubbish at seeing lines 😂

Me too @claireb707 I always feel bad when people ask if they see anything, because unless it’s clear as day, I see nothing 😂 it’s only cause oh could see a shadow I thought maybe there is something, as he wouldn’t give me false hope.

He also said last night that I had the same cramps I’ve been having last time.

Who knows, I don’t want to have hope because it I’ll suck when it goes wrong, but I have a bit of hope 😩

Everything crossed for you 🤞🤞

How are you doing @kirinm are you out of hospital now??
I’m crap at line eyes 👀 I have the worse eyesight anyway! But got all my fingers crossed for you @Sansa87!
@MrsB2019x this sounds positive hun!!! Fx for a good cycle!

Nothing new to report here. I’m cd4 finished AF yesterday - we go on holiday next Saturday but I’m not planning to take any opks and we probably won’t be able to DTD on hols as sharing family room with DD. Only chance I think we would get if it was a quicky whilst she is in the bath 😂🤣 but once we get back DH said can properly go for it! Xx

@Sansa87 I can see a shadow of something, everything crossed for you!

@kirinm Doesn’t seem like you’re able to catch a break at the moment does it hope you feel better soon

@claireb707 That sounds really good, like they’re getting the ball rolling properly for you now ☺️

Anyone with AF due Saturday and managing to hold out not testing? I feel so bloated atm dunno if it means AF is coming or what, trying so hard not to think about it but here I am lol x

I know I should’ve waited til tomorrow, & it’s still very early (11dpo) & they’re ridiculously cheap eBay tests.. but because so cheap, I thought what the hell.

Blind me still can’t see much but oh said that to him it’s clearer today, & he is the squinter king.

I did feel very nauseas yesterday, but I’m not sure if I can’t link that to any bfp symptom as surely it would be clear enough to see?

I don’t want to get excited because I Deep down don’t believe it will happen this cycle, but I’m definitely getting hopefully and having to remind myself we don’t know anything yet.

@Sansa87 I can see a hint of a line on the second pic. It’s still really faint tho so just keep testing. Fingers crossed it gets darker for you!!! 🤞🤞🤞🤞 Do you have a frer?

Oh took a photo, and as long as I don’t zoom I think I can see something.

@LT103 no, I didn’t see the point, because if it’s going to happen I’ll eventually see it clear on these ic... idiot 😂 think we are going to buy a pack later 🙈

@Sansa87 I can see a bit of a line on the second one! 🤞🏻

I had no more than that one spot of bleeding tuesday at 8dpo so positive for implantation but the negative thoughts are creeping in now too! I am waiting until monday to test.

@Sansa87 there is something there! I’ve been fooled by the ic sticks before tho and got excited at a line only to get a negative the next day so I don’t like to rely on them.
Definitely amazon prime a frer for tomorrow or do your shops stock them? 🤞🤞🤞

@89Ann that sounds positive tho. Hoping for a bfp for you!!

I can see a line on these ones @Sansa87 🤞🤞🤞

@Sansa87 I can see it! Fingers crossed for you 🤞

@sansa87 did you get a frer?

@Sansa87 I see it! Go get an FRER! 😁

Yup. Planning on testing again in the morning 😬

Ahhhh senses you lots of good thoughts and baby dust @Sansa87

Sending*