TTC after MC - July 2020 (Part 5)

[VP91x]

Hey lovelies 🥰🥰

So nice to have more names on the BFP list ❤️

@Hayleylou89
@1990EM
@Tink20058
@mumoftwobeauts
@DontStandSoClose
@peonyrose87
@MichT4
@Ejb86

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@SmileyT
@Rainbowhope11
@Dipsy77
@HopeForRainbowbaby
@elliew818
@NightDreaming
@Renna
@Jazper
@peonyrose87
@HE88
@mrsssk
@chloedancer897
@Bellabubble
@Wishingfornumber2
@Banbi
@Diorissimo1985
@DBTJ
@2020wish
@Eli2020
@busby85
@Northernsoul90
@Lollol86
@calimommy
@Quail15
@littletandme
@Rebecca1992
@Sophj19
@fafi
@Re6ecc4
@Rb486
@Girlmum83

If anyone else would like to join please do xx

@vp91x your photo looks so lush! I love B&L! Did you go to the one near Canary Wharf? My fave is the lobster roll. So bad for me though drenched in all that delicious butter 😂 glad you had a lovely evening out x

@mrsk21 this will also be my first, I hadn't been trying intentionally but when it happened I just knew.
Sorry to hear about your loss.
Since I lost baby, something just switched in my head, like my focus is now all on doing things to help get pregnant again, I've got people telling me I should wait etc. But its the only thing keeping me going, just having that focus. I guess some people won't get it, but once you've had the feelings, you just know xxx

Morning everyone.

I did something stupid and against my plan entirely. Got up at 4 ish for a wee and took a cheapie. I’m now panicking that it’s not as dark as it should be 😭
Argh I’m so annoyed with myself, why do I do it? Does anyone have any experience with these, and hopefully words of wisdom to stop me panicking?
Here they are in 2 different lights xx

@HE88 thanks so much, hope you are doing well ❤️

@Renna sorry you had a down day I think we all understand, have you stopped doing the opks now? It's good to read so many people have fallen pregnant with no peak that month so don't give up hope this month x

@VP91x ahh that looks so good and so glad you had a night out, you deserve it ☺️

@KatB259 sorry for your loss, I think we all understand the need to get pregnant again after a MC so you are not alone. Will you be tracking at all or just seeing how things go? x

@MichT4 that is very much positive and you haven't done a cheapie before to compare it to have you? If you'd had a CP the line would've gone back to negative already surely... keep the faith 🙏 Do not bloody panic, was there anymore spotting this morning? xx

@SmileyT I had a bit of a streak of brown in my Cm this morning but only on a wipe and then it went. I don’t know what to think, not sure if something is still coming and the line will be getting lighter. Just thought it would be as dark as the control line by now x

@MichT4 mmm I've only ever tried the femometer hcg strips and got a +ve yesterday so not sure at what day it would go as dark as the control line. I think the only way to check would be to do the same test again tomorrow or do the same test you did last week with SMU and you'll be able to see the comparison in line? Xx

@SmileyT yeah I will do that. I feel really sick this morning and have a dull pain in my lower tummy. I feel like something might be coming, but will just have to wait it out. Thanks lovely. How are you feeling today? x

@MichT4 please just be kind to yourself, I know it's so easy to say but do try and trust your body. Sickness could be a good sign 🤞 Whatever happens we can cope with it ❤️ apart from waking up before 5am 😴 I'm all good, just trying not to wish the days away but also wishing the days away until I test again on Saturday also feeling quite a bit of heaviness down there like period is coming but I dunno 🤷🏾‍♀️ xx

Aw thank you ladies @fafi @1990EM is interesting to know you conceived without a peak. Think it just threw me as most months I do see a peak although the one straight after MC I didnt and one of my cycles last year before I got Pg I didnt get one either. I didnt have any hope for this month but now you've given me a little bit to focus on and not totally feel like a write off :) xx
@HE88 I do think maybe I shopuldnt have done the opks then I would have been none the wiser 🙄 and felt more positive thinking I'm in my TWW too now. But think after this I well test opks next cycle as wanna try and be sure I am ovulating. Thank you @Northernsoul90 @SmileyT xxx xxx

@MichT4 they are rubbish in my experience I found a random one in my drawer 2 days ago and did it out of curiosity (told you o loved peeing on sticks 🤣) and mine wasn’t dark xxx

@MichT4 that’s mine I’m 13 weeks don’t worry they are cheap for a reason xxx

@Tink20058 😂😂 I have an image of you actually turning your house upside down trying to find a stick to pee on. Thank you for that, makes me feel better. The cramps can bugger off though - honestly there really is always something isn’t there? xx

@SmileyT you’re right, am ready for whatever is thrown at me. Just be nice to have a heads up of the outcome. It would be nice to be told ‘don’t worry, the outcome is fine, but we are going to throw you some curveballs’.
Back to the office today? xx

😂😂😂 thank you @Tink20058. Might ditch the rest of those, just adds to my craziness xx

@MichT4 I’m ashamed of my order history on amazon over the past 6 months I think I have kept all the pregnancy test companies in business 🤣🤣🤣 I’m surprised that little one got left in a drawer, Hope the cramps bugger off soon xxx

Just reading all the messages as I have been battling a unknown lump in my breast as if I have not got enough on my plate already.

@SmileyT congrats enjoy it and try not to over think as this causes stress and we all no what stress causes.

@IWM20 so sorry your going through it again. I was exactly the same never thought It would happen to me twice. Stay strong and just have faith that you know you can conceive

Cannot remember who wrote about opks being stronger the second time. Opks always work best with smu rather than fmu. You can actually get a fake positive with fmu

@DBTJ Sorry to hear you're going through that. Have you had any examinations?

@fafi I was on antibitoics for two weeks I've had a need aspiration and just had biopsy waiting for results. Ontop that I then had thrush caused by the antibitoics. The human body is really resting me

@DBTJ I really hope your results come back clear xx

@MichT4 well I was suddenly overwhelmed with the urge to use one of those femometer strips and it was definitely lighter than yesterday 🙈

@Tink20058 love that you pulled one out from your drawer 😂

@DBTJ oh your body is throwing a few curve balls, hopefully the results are all clear for you from the biopsy x

I assume it wasn't fmu though @SmileyT , and yesterday's was? Even if that's not the case, it could be that you've had more to drink this morning and so it's more diluted.
Don't fret x

@DBTJ you're really going through the bloody mill. Speedy recovery wishes sent your way 💐

@SmileyT what are we like?? I’m sure yours will be a dilution issue, or maybe they are just cheap crappy sticks 😂
These cramps are a bit unbearable at times. I feel like I want to just sit on the loo - not practical really, especially as I’m meant to meet my boss in just over an hour x

@MichT4 I think that's a strong line and like @SmileyT @Tink20058 said they are cheap for a reason and also, you don't have a line on them to compare it to in the exact same circumstance so don't let it stress you! I would do a digi test at the weekend and book a scan for next week it will give you some certainty ❤️❤️

@SmileyT that heaviness is what made me test with both my PGs funnily enough. It felt so odd! Also I bet that femometer was with SMU, so you're not allowed to compare lines either 🤣 and thank you it was lovely to be out x

@DBTJ sorry you're having such a crap time, hopefully your results are back as soon as so you can have some answers. Hope everything is okay when they do xx

@MrsK21 yes I went to that one, so yum isn't it! You should go and treat yourself to a lobster roll you won't regret it xx

CD11 and got my flashy smiley this morning, anything less than 10 this month will be a bonus 🤞😂