Thanks guys! And also with you @vil10 on the seed question for the millionth time, I WENT OUT SHOPPING TODAY 😬& got pumpkin seeds & linseeds & so what I inhale then & BOOM I get a baby right??
Also drinking jack Daniels
Shit, is that not right?? Ass fruit juice
Jesus the amount of ACTUAL ass fruit juice DS1 is producing I feel like I'm inhaling actual ass fruit juice 😂
So yeah I haven't even looked at femometer recently. If I were @lucyrp it would be like "WTAF bitch?!" I'm CD7 so I'm officially here forever, but oh no. Yesterday out of the blue I get a call from IVF angel of death consultant nurse saying "so yeah if you are unshielded we can go ahead & we'll send out the paperwork & MAYBE" could back date the meds to your June period but not promising anything."
In the mean time DH's work, so he runs a family business which is manically busy but lots of staff off due to no childcare. He has worked all lockdown 13 hour days, & Saturday mornings including during miscarriage leaving me with toddler & 2 dogs & I'm medically vulnerable. He has to do this to keep the business going, he has no choice, the buck stops with him. But it's not his, it's not ours his dad still owns the majority, him some, siblings rest. It does us well, but he's killing himself for a business he won't own until his dad passes away & recently he's been saying he hates it. It's a lot to do with corona but not all. We have no other option. I had a high flying job I had to leave for 7 years of chemo.
The last 2 weeks he's been not sleeping. Getting up in the middle of the night & leaving the bed. It's v unlike him.
We can go ahead with IVF& TTC. He says he wants to. I'm really worried it's wrong.
Today there was an accident involving his dad delivering for him (everyone ok) & my DH had to sort it out, but his dad won't stop. I got DS from nursery. He's not back yet.
I'm really worried about him.