TTC after MC - June 2020

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I'm 31 TTC #1 after a MC in March this year, AF has just finished and I'm on CD6 and all ready to go for my 2nd full cycle.

This month I will be tracking with opks, CB connected, BBT and following SMEP plan.

@Chickoletta surely the plum gin does the same job? 🤪😂

Hey everyone. Sorry I've been gone all week. Dealing with back to work and AF and just needed to stop checking MN every 2 mins. I'll read back through when I get a min.

You ladies will understand this. Tonight was my brother's gender reveal. I'm having a nephew and couldn't be more jealous of them.

Then I see the end of the video and see my mum hug my brother. And I'm so angry. So bloody angry.

And I'm in a heap with tears streaming down my face. I just can't stop them.

Hello All

It’s Friday 🎉 Thank goodness. Going to order a Chinese and do bugger all but eat all evening. I’d bloody love a glass of wine or 6 but at the beginning of the TWW. Will have to crack open a bottle of fizzy water instead.

Anyone got any nice weekend plans to distract them from the constant thought of cycles, ovulation, symptoms and pissing on sticks?!

@Ejb86 I’m so sorry. Sending you the biggest hug xx

@Ejb86 I’m so sorry. I haven’t got any words of wisdom as I was exactly the same after my sister told me she was pregnant last week. I couldn’t stop it and I was a wreck.

I will say that I cried it out, a lot, and it came and went for a few days, and I think I’ve come out of it feeling more positive. Think it was extended grieving maybe. It’ll probably come back too, but I just think you need to keep as positive as you can, your time will come and when it does it’ll be perfect.
Allow yourself to cry though, as much as you need xxx

@NightDreaming sounds like a lovely Friday night.
I’m just wondering the same what to do to take my mind off it. I’m feeling ok, but doesn’t stop me thinking about it all the time 🙄. Going to do some training and walks, not sure what else.
Any inspo? Xx

@Ejb88 oh no :( I’m so sorry. I know how you feel with feeling so jealous and annoyed. Hugs to you. Be kind to yourself, the way you are feeling is completely normal.

Sorry if I missed something from the chat but is there another reason you are angry at ur mum or is it just the hurt at what you have been through x

Oh @Ejb86, I'm so sorry. I feel so much sympathy for you as I completely understand the jealously you feel. It's not the same, I know, but I handled my negative pregnancy test yesterday really really badly and I too, couldn't stop the tears. All day long they flowed on and off. From about 9am, until I went to bed.
This ttc, more so post mc, is all consuming. And I can understand how you must feel having to have joined in the gender reveal celebrations.
Well done for gritting your teeth and doing so. It must have been so hard for you xx

@Jazper thanks. I only watched the video. Couldn't bring myself to be there.

@2020wish I'm angry that I've not been able to hug her for 12 weeks, my son has stayed away if he's seen her, but those dickheads she hugs. The same dickheads who sent their 3year old to her grandma's during lockdown, only for grandma to then test positive for coronavirus.

@Ejb86 I'm so sorry. Sending big hugs xx

@Ejb86 that’s tough :( I’m so sorry

@Ejb86 aw that is really rotten I'm so sorry you have had to go through this sending you love xx

Ladies this left sided pain I'm getting is actually really sore I've took some paracetamol but it is shifting I feel like I want to put a hot water bottle in it but I'm so mindful of what the homeopath lady said about avoiding heat during the tww!

How many days dpo are u?

@2020 wish was that for me? If it was I'm only 1dpo. I got my peak at 5pm on Wednesday then later on that night started feeling the twinges then nothing really yeaterday and now today it's quite sore 😢. Xx

Yea sorry it was for you. It does sound like it should be ovulation but can’t remember mine being that sore, although it is sore for me and I do take paracetamol every now and again. Maybe give it till later tonight or tomorrow and if it’s not subsiding or gets worse ring your doctor and maybe get checked out?

Yeah I will do @2020wish I can't even bare to dtd tonight so I really hope Wednesday and yeasterdy have me covered. It's also throwing me off because it's my left side I never get pain on me left side around ovulation it's always my right so wondering if it could be that everything is working harder ha ha. Xx

@Ejb86 I'm so sorry that you have such a rotten day. That is so unfair that this has happened. I hope you allow yourself to feel angry/sad and hopefully try to feel a little better soon. It will be your time and your mum will be thrilled for you and it will be all your time.

Sending you lots of love ❤️

@HE88 I think it can alternate where you ovulate from it might just be your particularly sensitive to it tonight. Hope you feel better soon xx

@Renna

Mine was dull not sharp almost period type on and off for 2 days and then my boobs began to hurt and seemed to be a little heavy.

@VP91x yeah I had read that it can alternate maybe I am just feeling more sentisitve tonight just hope it's not a uti. Xx

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@Chickoletta technically it does include plum and we woman are resourceful! So enjoy one for our health 🥰and yours of course 😉

@Ejb86 I understand this:( I'm sorry it is not a great day for you. I hope that we ladies on the group can cheer up little bit and be your support. I wish I could just skip to the moment when I'm pregnant again with healthy baby and all goes smooth! I guess dealing with pregnancy announcement will be easier then. For now, it is tough. I hear you! Sending lots of hugs 😘

@HE88

I think we both are identical I am also 1dpo and my belly is singing different sound tracks from bass 2 opera. The cramps are really something

@DBTJ glad I'm not the only one feeling like this then it's not nice eh! Xx

Morning ladies - how is everyone doing today?

CD7 here now - AF has well and truly gone (hopefully never to return!) xx

Hey @VP91 glad ur back to a fresh cycle and ready to go!! Hopefully this one is urs! 🌈

@renna how r u doing r u 1/2 dpo now? X x

@HopeForRainbowbaby where r u and @renna upto now 1/2 dpo?

@Ejb86 you know its not jelousy that ur feeling i learnt from a pregnancy loss meeting that grieving is same emotion as jelousy so dnt beat urself up about feeling like that, Iv only just been able to face social media now im pregnant again, my due date should have been tomorrow but im starting all over again with my first scan the day after (monday) its like the baby is reborn in me again, its wierd as my due date is the same week she was actually born....Feb 21... im absolutely bricking it thinking will everything be ok this time, its so shit all the joy is taken from us even when we fall pregnant again. Xx