Terrified I might finally be pregnant.

[LauraHN95]

I'm finding myself in such a weird scenario. After a MMC 2 years ago me & DH have been trying to conceive a baby. I've honestly never wanted anything more in my entire life then to have a child.
Anyway, when the whole covid situation started we began to debate whether we should continue TTC and when we went into lockdown we stopped TTC.
Fast forward to this month, we DTD with contraception and now my AF is 5 days late but so far BFN. I never imagined I'd be so terrified at the thought of being pregnant. I know I'm probably getting completely ahead of myself but after how traumatic I found our MMC experience I couldn't even imagine having to go through that somewhat alone.

Is anyone else in a similar situation? Is anyone still TTC? Honestly any perspective is greatly welcome.

Here is a thread full of supportive women and we have all suffered at least one loss and now are pregnant.

Pregnant after loss and dreaming of rainbows - 3 www.mumsnet.com/Talk/pregnancy/3879866-pregnant-after-loss-and-dreaming-of-rainbows-3

I'm currently 5 weeks after a loss at 20 weeks and another at 7 weeks. I totally understand your mixed emotions.

Congratulations on your news.

Just reread your post. Are your cycles normally stable?

@footprintsintheslow thank you for your reply, I will definitely check that thread out!

My cycles have always been pretty regular at 30 days, however this past 2 years I have had 2 cycles that were over 40 days. So it's quite possible that could be the case again.