Anyone else going insane and just wanna rant?

[lilcl95]

Honestly just need someone to be in a similar situation to me to reassure me I'm not the only insane one.
Currently around 9DPO if I ovulated when I think I did (going by the sharp pain and CM). Issue is I came off the pill early December so I don't know if my cycle is as accurate as Flo and I have predicted.
I've had a dull ache, almost like AF is due with some kind of... electric shock mild stabby pains in my lower stomach? The worst part is I don't know if that implantation pain or if I'm actually going to be visited by AF or if my cycles just a complete mess.
Stupidly have done a few of those cheap dip HCG tests which have obviously been BFN but convinced myself one was positive, turns out it wasn't a faint line but fluff from my pjs 😂 Ordered 2 FRER tests, I know I should wait a while longer but I'm so impatient! I absolutely hate disappointment. This is only my first cycle too!
Anyone else in a similar position? Or even just anyone wanna rant about their frustrations?

@aijdwok123

1- agreed
2- will you adopt me 😆

Everything you said ten fold

@Muda I saw my GP nearly a year ago. Had 3 day and 21 day tests but he signed them off as normal, even though they were clearly not. Went back to see a different GP who told me I needed to have sex 2 dpo to get pregnant!! I should probably mention my GP surgery is in special measures as it is shite.

I put in a formal complaint and a different GP told me that he didn't understand my blood tests and that he would refer me to a gynaecologist. That was in September. My appointment is in February.

I'm 41. I think I've missed the boat to be honest. I do have dc but with a new partner and we'd like one together.

Still waiting for my period here. I double checked my dates and first two cycles after MC were 26 days long which would've meant me starting today but last cycle was 27 days which means I'm due tomorrow. So another day to wait! I had very low level cramping all morning, so much so I put on a pad on just in case but nothing yet.
If it doesnt start tmrw I'll take a test.
Hope youre all doing ok?

@whyhaveidonethis there's still a chance! 41 is still a fertile age, it just takes time.

@SanFrancisco49er yeah I'd say test tomorrow, let me know!

Period showed up right on time today! Onto February and cycle 2!

@SanFrancisco49er sorry to hear. Welcome aboard the feb boat.

@xxlannixx thank you. I knew I wasnt pregnant but you still hope dont you!
I feel like ill be a lot more relaxed next month. We also realised we use sperm killing lube last month so we'll be staying well away from that! 😂

@SanFrancisco49er I've just ordered some conceive plus, fingers crossed it works next cycle