Ovulation day - 2ww just starting

[Treaclepie19]

Anyone fancy a little obsessing? 😂
I'm apparently ovulating today according to peak clearblue yesterday and my apps.
I never used to have such a long luteal phase as it was only 10 days so having to wait for 14 is going to drive me nuts 🙈

@Gigi318 was lovely. I know I do try and be more positive cause I know it's good in the long run. Like today for example flipped out cause some knob was beeping his horn at me cause he was so impatient, find things like that get to me more recently.

@Lauraliverpool oh lord, yes! That's definitely a hormonal thing. Sometimes I find I have a short fuse due to hormones too! It's a nightmare. You can feel your blood boil and KNOW it's hormones but doesn't stop it from happening! Hopefully you will wake up feeling good and like it's gone 🙌🏻

@Gigi318 I find it's definitely more round each time of the month, can feel yourself boiling inside. Here's to a new day tomorrow, deep breaths! 🤞

@Lauraliverpool absolutely. And it's Saturday so we can all wake up happy 💖

@MsMiaWallace congratulations!! You must be so excited 
@TigerJoy ah I'm sorry you've had a hard time, crossing my fingers for you.

Hope everyone is doing ok! I'm 7DPO today and had some really weird period type pains on and off for a few hours yesterday, and some funny stabbing pains today, but can't decide if this is just normal for me and I've never paid much attention to it before!

@Gigi318 @Lauraliverpool the anxiety is so horrible isn't it, the way it can just wash over you suddenly for no reason

@Gigi318 definitely wake up Saturday 🥰

@rosie561 it is very much, I've suffered with quite bad anxiety attacks over the past few years and the way it makes you feel is horrible.

Morning lovely ladies and Happy Saturday!!! Another rubbish right. Fell asleep at 1ish and last night I know it was anxiety. Overthinking everything then burst out crying to myself with frustration!

@rosie561 hope it's implantation babe. It's so hard to remember isn't it. I'm always like that. I had some sort of pulling like twinges around 5/6DPO and was like 👀👀👀
Oh it really is and for some reason, it kicked up a notch right before bed for me. So. Frustrating. And I'm usually so good so this is definitely hormones!

@Lauraliverpool morning love, how are you feeling today? Hope you had a better night than I did 😘

How is everyone? 💖

@Gigi318 lost all urge to test which is great and dd is keeping me busy which is nice. Feel like af is around the corner. Want it to come so I can just get on with it.

In laws arrive from Manchester in 10 days! Right on next fertile window! To stay for 4.5 weeks!! We're mega close to them so my partner thinks we should just say to them "can you take dd to the park for an hour" and tell them why! I don't mind at all! Something to laugh about tho! Anyone been in this position before?!?!

@gigi32 that's good that you've been able to hold off. Are you having AF symptoms? Hope it holds off! Hehehehe that's good that you're close. I say go for it if you're happy to let them in on the knowledge you're TTC. They'll be more than willing. Or, you'll need to quietly sneak about at bed time like teenagers 🙊👌🏻

@Gigi318 morning Hun! Just woke up had a nice lie in thanks to my mum looking after my little boy, had some weird dreams last night, one was about going on a spinning tower that had tea rooms, a restaurant on was mad! Sorry to hear you had a rubbish sleep, how are you today? Xx

@gigi32 think we're going to be in a similar position if af comes and it's my next fertile window staying with my mum but we're only over the road from our house so might have to go there as the bed we're sleeping in is from my own room when we lived in our family home and let's just say when you move around it can make a bit of a noise! 😂

@Lauraliverpool how amazing is your Mum 🙌🏻 love it!!! So pleased for you. Oohhh vidi dreams. Amazing. I have been having them too. Although I don't remember last nights. I' feeling good today. So relaxed and loving it! Feel in really good spirits!!!

Think af might be starting, at the moment it's just on tissue paper and pale pink. I hate all this. She's a great mum @gigi318 I'm so lucky! Can't always remember the dreams I have but I remember that one. Glad to hear you're feeling relaxed today!! 😘 Xx

@gigi318 great to hear you're relaxed. Have a great day!

@lauraliverpool sorry if it is your AF. I get that's your period but what does af stand for?!

I don't know what I was thinking but did a pregnancy test way too early this morning. At least 6 days before period and after found this test can only be done 4 days before! 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️waste of money and plastic!

Got quite bad cramping and still feel sick - gave half my bacon sandwich to the dogs this morning. However sickness might just be acid stomach playing up with all the chocolate I've been eating!!! It's wall to wall apples here today 🍏🍏🍏

It's a lovely sunny day so I might take the pooches for a short walk

@Lauraliverpool oh babe, no! I hope no 💖 that's amazing. I bet you're the same! I'm with you there. I remember them when they're particularly crazy 🤣🙈 thank you! Yes barely any CM at all. I keep spying the tiniest bit of pinkish brown but it's honestly tiny and I'm like 👀

@TigerJoy thank you, chick. I'm trying! Aww that sounds like a lovely plan for the day - sorry that you're feeling poorly though. Eeekkk yes definitely early. Are you 8/9DPO then? Try to hold off as long as you can! 🥂

@TigerJoy af stands for aunty Flo xx

I think it is @Gigi318 I've explained to hubby that we need to try more through the month and I'm going to the doctor's next week for something else and I think I'm going to explain my concerns about getting pregnant. Got everything crossed for you Hun 😘 Xx

@Lauraliverpool yes it could be that. Got to prep those swimmers before hand and then they should be fresh and strong ready for FW 🤞🏻 It can't hurt to mention it, can it! See what they say 🙌🏻💖

12DPO today (2 days late for AF now as LP is 10days usually) and I'd said I'd test this weekend so did FRER this morning - BFN. Bit gutting.

Still having on and off AF type cramps which is weird. Have had this all week now and it literally never happens usually so no idea what's going on.

Told DH to hide tests now until next weekend. If AF hasn't arrived by next week then I'll test again.

Bloody ttc. So stressful!

@Lauraliverpool sorry to hear about Af :-(

@catsandkid oh isn't it just. I've been watching my knickers like 👀 but I'm finally getting virtually nothing now. Hurrah!
How do you feel in yourself? Sorry you got a BFN, but you know you're not out until AF arrives! The cramps do sound good - do they feel like AF cramps? Maybe your uterus is preparing stand stretching?

@Lauraliverpool any progress on the potential AF? 💖

@gigi318 ooooh 🤞🤞🤞

Thanks @lauraliverpool, I just couldn't figure it out. I just kept thinking of random things like...arterial fibrillation...?! Aspect fantastic...? Admittedly aunty flo makes more sense 🤣🤣🤣

@Gigi318 I'm hoping that's what it is and then at least they're waiting round 😀 just don't want to be fobbed off. Xx

Thank you @catsandkid onto next cycle. Xx