Waiting is dreadful and pointless........

[alreadysad]

I've changed my name for this.
We're coming to the end of fertility treatment - we've had our last go at IUI and I'm waiting to find out - in the next few days - if it's worked. I don't think it has as the days weren't quite right and I don't feel remotely pg - just pre-menstral.
We already have one gorgeous child and have been ttc number 2 for so long now - complete with treatments and miscarriage etc etc and are both just done in by the whole thing. We have given ourselves permission to stop. But I'm just so sad about it all. About acknowledging that there'll be no more little babies (I've kept all the stuff just in case)and about ours never having a sibling and so on.
I just wanted some support really - this is going to be such a difficult week and I feel very down about it all.

I can't believe you've been "archived" already, alreadysad, but I wondered if you were around and how things were going for you. Hope all is well. Please give us an update if possible...really hoping you are actually on one of our pregnancy threads under your "real" or new name...?

Hello Marina - how kind of you to still be thinking of me. Yes I'm on the June pregnancy board now and everything seems to be going pretty well. I had a m/c at 12 weeks the last time so I'm still edgy - but not too bad at all considering. I suppose I should come out really. I'm usually Welshmum. Thanks again to everyone who helped me through that particularly difficult time xxx

Edginess totally understandable, MANY congratulations Welshmum XXX