'O' day! Shared sanity for the TWW

[Mseddy]

Today is O day. I'm already dreading the TWW. I'm not sure I can bare two weeks of pretending to myself that it's all going to be wonderful news at the end of it, just to feel crap again. I already know I'm going to symptom spot like mad!!! And I think I could really do with the support this month. So anyone else?!

sorry @bambionice enjoy all your planned festivities though! I'm 11dpo (give or take, didnt opk or start temping untill 6 days ago) and had a negative IC with fmu this morning so the rational side of me is telling me im out. however I have an awful metalic taste in my mouth this morning, and my temp has risen for the 3rd day in a row so part of me is being cautiously optimistic, AF due sunday or monday so we will see!

Sorry about AF @BambiOnIce, but at least you can enjoy Christmas to the full

@Mseddy Thank you for your message after my rant the other day, although I didn’t reply at the time it really did cheer me up. I think I’ve finished being self indulgent for now How are you doing? AF must be due soon.

@LylaBee That’s strange about your 2 day AF, have you tested again? 2 days is just about within the normal range though, so I don’t think it’s anything to worry about. Mine are only ever a maximum of 3 days long but that’s my normal. I swear that ttc makes your body do things it wouldn’t do normally! Which brings me nicely onto my latest development..

I’m 14DPO now and on CD31, no sign of AF, and my boobs are feeling completely normal which is unheard of at this stage usually. Today and yesterday I’ve been having a tiny amount of brown/pink tinged EWCM type discharge, which is presumably AF starting up, but I can’t help wondering if it might possibly be implantation bleeding? It sounds like clutching at straws, but my periods are irregular, and my cycles are always very long, and I could be out with when I ovulated by one or two days, although maybe not as I did use OPKs. According to my app AF isn’t due until the 21st of Dec (CD36). It seems so unlikely, but is it theoretically possible to implant on 13/14DPO?

@fucksbizz anything is possible I guess, stay hopeful :) fingers crossed for you!

My temp dropped dramatically this morning, and although I've only been temping 9 days or so I know that means I'm out. Period pains are out in force, recon she will be here by bedtime. I sobbed this morning when I woke up and saw my temp, my DH had a little cry too. It was much nicer finding out by my temp in bed this morning with my DH there to support my mental moment than finding out at work when AF showed up or something. Wondering if I'll have another little cry when she does finally show, but I've already come to terms with it. Temping is deffo the way forward for me I think :)

AF is here so I’m out. I’m going to stay out too, this month has really taken a toll on me so next cycle I won’t be tracking, taking OPKs or symptom spotting. Good luck everyone still in