Anyone want to join me for the 2ww?

[Tidyhomewannabe]

I have 11 days before af is due - we only dtd on cd6 and I have a 29 day cycle so I am not holding out much hope, but still symptom spotting if anyone wants to join me in the craziness of ttc !

Ha ha there is that advantage when on your period. Chocolate, wine, hot bath aaand relax.

@HidCat oh yes and I'm gonna take full advantage 😂

Tried an FRER this morning and maybe got a tiny sliver of a line so still not feeling too positive about it

I got the biggest fattest BFN this morning on a FRER and it honestly feels like another loss. I'm heartbroken. X

Oh @MrsLCW I really hope it was just a false negative big ((hugs))

Thanks @DartmoorDoughnut but I just know I'm out. I can't stop crying this morning and just feel so down.
1 year ago this month we first fell pregnant and I literally don't feel I could be further away from having a baby! X

@MrsLCW I'm so sorry. This early testing really preys in us I think. Take your time to grieve. Have you told your OH?

Yeah I've had a right teary meltdown this morning! Bless him he's tried every rational hopeful scenario to cheer me up (it's still early, it's our first month trying again etc etc) but I'm just not there today!!

@MrsLCW just let everything out. No matter what happens, it's not good to bottle it up. I'm still keeping everything crossed for you in case it was a dilute sample or something like that but I know I'd probably be just the same.

so glad I found this post. Had a bfn this morning and reading all your comments has made me feel a lot better. TTC can feel quite lonely at times. I use the CBFM and didn't get a peak this month so don't know when I actually ovulated. Going to test again in a couple of days as AF isn't due until about Wed I think! (my cycles are not regular). Fx for everyone here

I feel for you! But if it helps you aren’t out until AF shows. I’m 6 days late with every symptom but negative tests so been googling possibilities and would you believe it but turns out the hcg might not be high enough to register until 2 weeks after a missed period 🙄.

Apparently other causes are possible twins 😳 or ectopic 😉 which would also lead to a negative test despite being pregnant

@Peregrine1 two weeks?! That's just completely messing with our heads, why would our bodies do that to us! Well it's a good sign AF still hasn't arrived, keeping my fx for you

I know! Trust me I’m beyond frustrated and thinking wtf is going on!

Hmmm ectopic was supposed to have a shocked face too nota wink!

Another bfn today and due on tomorrow so today was my last day of testing. My body is playing serious tricks on me because one minute I’m getting the feeling af is coming then it’s gone yesterday morning I felt so sick all morning then had upset stomach on the afternoon, today I’ve had some sharp stabbing pains which I don’t normally get the day before af but everyday I’ve tested it’s bfn, still got a glimmer of hope that it doesn’t turn up and I’m just one of the unlucky ones that doesn’t get a bfp til after af is due, this has been the longest month ever🤣

@Peregrine1 I thought hcg would register faster with twins!

Fingers crossed for late hcg rise @Peggyssue!

Joining in here too if that's okay! Time passes so slowly in the TWW, thought this could make it more bearable.

Haven't bothered testing for the last couple of days (ran out of tests haha!!) but still no AF for me. Don't think im pregnant anymore though, all symptoms seem to have gone now .. think my body is just getting back to normal after Implant removal.

Good luck everyone and keep your fingers crossed for me next month!!! Xx

TMI alert - like seriously if you’re eating come back later!!

Been having a few cramps and then went to the loo and there was a solid jelly like lump of cervical mucus in my knickers

@DartmoorDoughnut I had that too lovely. Scared me shitless 😂😂😂 I didn't stop eating my cookies btw hahaha. AF comfort eating

@Delilah7 glad I didn’t put you off your cookies 🙈😄

I still feel very crampy like onset of AF but that isn’t due until the 8th so maybe it’s all positive?!

@DartmoorDoughnut yours could be completely different to mine! fingers crossed lovely x

@DartmoorDoughnut I had that too! Only on wiping and only very small, how strange!

Well we’ll see what the next few days bring, I’d forgotten how soul destroying TTC is!!

Oh and that is from this morning, FMU, it’s barely a line 🙄