We're sort of ttc baby no.2 and i'm 45!! No.1 conceived at 40. Am i crazy.?! Do i really want to do it all again at my age?! 41 was bad enough ..but also wonderful. But to do it all again. We're about to move out of a rented house to a new shared ownership 2 bed so if we have no.2 there would be no 3rd bedroom as there's no way we can afford a 3 bed!..and i'm really happy with just one (baby that is, not bedroom. Lol). .it's much more manageable all round having one ...So this morning i get this opk result..never tried them before..and suddenly i think omg now we'll have to dtd and i don't really want to just like first time round! So scared and yet something drives you to do it. Pesky mother nature! So is this test def positive? If you have a faint 2nd line it says negative. But the longer i leave it the brighter it gets. Aagghh!!