start of 2ww...AGAIN

[harrypotternerd]

Tomorrow is the last day of my fertile window. 6th month ttc. Trying not to get my hopes up. Felt rather positive at the start of the week but now feeling quite negative. Testing on 22nd. Anyone else on the 2ww?

Awwwe phase - I'll keep my fx for you.
I wouldn't wish what I'm going through on my worse enemy ... it's freaking shite. The bfns are so annoying - I know they're not always right but they have been for me these past few months so I'm assuming the worse tbh. I'm expecting the witch on Tuesday - and assuming she arrives on time she should be gone for Xmas which is good .... then after Xmas only another few days and I try and shoot for the right time again. This is doing my head in .... it has to happen soon !!!!
Xxxxxxxx

Keep us posted phase xxx

Hi all. I'm also due AF on 25th. DTD on 11th and have had cramping and nausea. Hoping for a positive result but it could just be a stomach bug! Fingers crossed for a fab Christmas present! Desperate to take a test, but no point until mid next week

25th for me too bumple, fx for us!!

Fx for you too hippy, remember it's not over til af arrives! Xx

Thanks sarahb... yeah I'm hoping the bfn is wrong - one was a cheapie sainsburys test and the other was a cv digital but 11 months out of date .... so there is a slim chance.... but I'm not getting my hopes up... it's too soul destroying! Sadly I don't get any af warnings - I only get the cramps when the witch arrives.
Anyway ladies fx for all left on the December bus xxxxx

Welcome Bumple!! True,,, let's wait for AF!! It's very unusual I've had no pre period symptoms this month apart from slightly tender boobs. This isn't like me at all. I've had no headaches or temper either!! So hard to ignore your body sometimes. I'm convinced with DC1 I ovulated very early so I Dtd CD9 onwards as noticed ewcm then. I'm counting down the hours until I can poas!! 9 hours ish.....

It's natural for us to hope, after all this is what we're all wanting!! But I know what you mean, feels like it's further to fall when you dare to dream. I've started with slight cramps today, same as last month so I'm not very hopeful. Xx

hey minime i was just looking through this thread and was just wondering - please don't hate me for suggesting this - but could you be pregnant from last cycle?

Just when you said your period came 3 days early (implantation?) and the fact you were getting such strong positives early on ? I'd may try a clearblue digital to see what it says xxx

Bfn for me this morning. Convinced as I have no AF symptoms. Could my Hcg be too low even though she's due today?? I feed so sad about it. Convinced I am x

Hey ladies, I'm back in the 2ww again!!
According to Ovia I should've ovulated on Saturday and we had sex at least twice every day in my fertile window so can't do anymore (I've read having too much can lower sperm quality but we've both got very high sex drives and DP works away a lot so we tend to have a lot when we're together).
I can test next Wednesday/Thursday and would love to hold out until NYE instead to hopefully start 2017 with a bang!
At nearly 39 I'm really worried I've left it too late and DP is absolutely so ready to be a dad.
Fingers crossed for everyone xx

awww phase, i'm feeling your frustration / upset too...
i tested yesterday - bfn
tested again this morning - bfn
af due tomorrow. no fucking symptoms apart from feeling very angry and emotional - but this is wholly attributed to the bfn's.
this TTC lark is such a roller coaster... i was convinced this month was my month too, so freaking annoying, upsetting, depressing arrrghhhhhhh xxxxx
big hugs
xxxxx

Cd 25 for me due sat/sun, all my cramping has gone today, feel the same who knows , ill be so upset if this month isnt our month , good luck all x

Was going to try and wait until Sunday (or later) but i just can't wait that long... am off to buy a test this lunchtime. I've got really strong cramps (which I don't normally have), and have been nauseous for a few days now. I really think this might be happening!!

Good luck everyone else also testing! (I'm gonna be so disappointed if I get a BFN)

Bumble its still early to test so dont be disheartened if its negative still plenty of time x

got my fx for you all ladies :) xxx I'm still getn AF type pains for over a week now :( I feel like my body is taunting me :( - usually when i feel these pains i can say oh it's here,, go to the toilet and see the witch. Af due tomorrow or there abouts which will be 14 dpo - my average luteal phase is 13-15 days.

As much as i want AF to stay away - and say a wee prayer that she does- i kinda wish she would just come so i can get on with next cycle - all this waiting is stressing me out big time :(

just took a test - a internet cheapie ... u think its an evap line ? My camera is rubbish - hope im not wishful thinking

a very faint on clear blue.... not first urine though...

sorry about the pictures ... freaking out a little... really hope itsnot a chemical - and i totally take ack what i sed - AF PLEASE STAY AWAY !

Lucy I deff see something!!! Congrats!! Fingers crossed for u x

aw thanks ringroads ! the faints look clearer off camera if u no what i mean? i've never had a faint, not even an evap before but as i type this i can feel AF type pains - surely thats not normal ?

Do I tell oh or wait to test again ? I was originally planning to test on xmas day - do i just leave it incase af turns up and so i dnt have to disappoint oh ?

Looks like a definite positive to me!! I wouldn't be able to keep it from my DP :)

Looks like a positive Lou! I've read that cramps in early pregnancy are normal, so that's reassuring at least! Congrats 😊 x

right. better go into town and get the last of my xmas shopping ! I Really wanted to tell him when i had a "clear" positive. I just don't want to disappoint him if it turns out to be a chemical :(

Oh and thanksguys - at least i know other people can see it and i'm not going mad !

Lucy cramps are normal, with my first i was so sure i was going to have a chemical because my cramping was like AF it went on for few weeks x

Been feeling lightheaded and a bit queasy (really lost my appetite). Doing my best not to read into it because I'm only 8 dpo, and it could still be pms. How is everyone else doing?