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Hi ladies, been MIA as mostly stuck in bathroom throwing up. I'm really struggling. Have nothing left to bring up so it's even worse. Just sitting crying today. Sorry for rant. I don't want to seem ungrateful when I do know I'm lucky. It's just hard when I feel like I'm suffering a cross between hungover and food poisoning!

Jodders, really hope you feel better soon.

Jem, keep us updated! Do you have any more tests?

Jem this is all sounding positive!!

Jod I know how you feel. This morning I woke up and was like Yay I don't feel sick for the first time in few weeks. Went to breakfast in hotel thought yea I'm going to be able to enjoy this this morning. Ate some food and suddenly started getting all clammy and feel like was going to be sick and pass out. Stood up to get to the toilet or back to the room. I lost my vision and my hearing. OH had to direct me to the loo cubicle because I couldn't see it ... Sat on floor dripping in sweat. Started to feel like I could stand again and Came back to room and slept.
I just thought this is so crap but at same time you can't feel sorry for yourself because it's for such a special reason.
Honestly don't want to go through that again though. Been on edge all day.

Girls if you can't feel sorry for yourself in pregnancy, when can you!! Really feel for you both, and hope things improve soon! I'm sure you will both blossom in the 2nd trimester. In the meantime get those DH's waiting on you hand and foot. Don't ever apologise for having a moan on here, we're all here to support each other at every stage!
Any of the graduates decided on a name?? Who's going to find out the sex at 20 week scan?? x

Morning all! CD 7 here.

Jem- could b ip bleed. Let's hope!

Jodders/radders - you might not have long left of feeling like this and it will all be a blur soon. Hope so ladies. I'd b crying too, hate feeling sick. I cry for my mum even at 39! Lol

I'd like to find out babies sex if I was preg!

We will be finding out the sex. I always thought I wouldn't but I'm too impatient and feel it will add to the excitement up to the pregnancy now. I've done a complete u turn.

Jem have you done another test yet?! I'm waiting in suspense here.

Lying on sunbed now chilling out. Weathers lovely today and I'm feeling ok. Still not 100% but not dizziness and sickness seems to have subsided a bit (hope I've not jinxed it!)

CD4
Well into FW then Footprints if OD is anything like last cycle! Great that you're on hol and feeling relaxed. Is it lovely and sunny where you are? Ever since Jodders I've been think sun could play an important role. Helps you feel relaxed and gives you a good vit D boost. Looks like we're in for a hot week here too, going to make sure I get some rays on my face and also have a massage booked for Thursday. FW starts end of next week for me x

Hope so Radders! Have a chilled out day and stay on that sunbed if you need to x

Full on period came last night and such bad pains. Woken up this morning feeling like my life has become a long bad dream.

I might have to take a bit of a break - from the tracking and obsessing. I'm just not coping with the repeated hopes and failure. I don't feel myself anymore. I'm so unhappy.

I'll check in and see how you are all doing and hope to hear of more bfps and healthy scans thanks for all your support xx

Jem, again I'm intrigued by your cycle this month!!! Did you drink? I probably would have tested and gone by the result! Still wouldn't rule anything out though, think of Jod's BFN and bleed.
Really sorry about the sickness jod and radders, but as others have said, I'm sure it won't last much longer and you can begin to enjoy it even more.
Footprints, sounds lovely! I think you could be right about the vitamin D Tee!!
Mimi hope you're well and no, no real kicks yet. Weird little flutters but could be gas! We won't be officially finding out the sex although I did try and get a potty shot at US so I could have fun guessing but baby crossed their legs at that point. I've been wanting to pick up a small outfit or something cute for baby for ages now but everything is pink or blue!!! The only thing I've seen is a multi pack of plain white vests or sleep suits. Not very exciting!!

Oh Jem, x post. I'm so disappointed for you.. I understand that you want to step back for a bit, we're here anytime you need to vent. Such a frustrating process and it's genuinely so cruel. It's still early for you in the TTC world but I've seen others on threads exaggerating with GP the length of time they've been TTC?

Jem I'm in mind to do the same. Couldn't stop 'trying', but perhaps if I dumped the opks, temping and Ovia app it would naturally take my mind off the daily scrutiny on what my body may or may not be doing. Think I need to stop worrying that something is wrong. Cycle length has been very consistent throughout and I get a positive opk and temp shift at the same point every month, so I think things are working. Also having a really light period again this month and loads of BFNs so I'm not worried I keep miscarrying as the Doctor suggested could be the case.
Good luck with it Jem x

Sorry Jem that AF got you, I really think the same thing is happening to me. I got a sample for my FRER this morning and saw pink CM on wiping. I have been on knicker watch all morning, still spotting, not full AF yet but I think she is coming, I have often got a day or two spotting before AF. BFN on FRER as expected. I will test again in 2 or three days but I'm not hopefull.

I ditched temping this month, planned to ditch OPKs too but when it came down to it still used a couple to confirm. Trying not to get downhearted but had hoped to be rather pregnant by now (wishful thinking but I fell really quickly with my last two.)

My cycle and OV day varies by up to 5 days per cycle to not very regular like yours Tee. I did the FRER to see if I was having chemicals but it seems not. Still it could be implantation I suppose.

Parney, my kicks started as flutters which got stronger. Very exciting!

Sorry Jodders for the sickness, remember to go back to GP if really struggling as other medications are available if the first line treatment doesn't work. This guideline is very medical but might be helpful?

www.rcog.org.uk/globalassets/documents/guidelines/green-top-guidelines/gtg69-hyperemesis.pdf

I've been admitted to hospital

Oh no jod -is that because you can't keep anything in?

Oh no, Jod, I hope they manage to get on top of your symptoms. Get well soon xxx

Hope you recover soon Jodders! xx

I'm so dehydrated my skin is even flaky. I can't stop vomiting. Had ketones in my urine and a headache. I honestly put in the worst night ever last night.

Sorry to hear you're so poorly Jodders. You must be feeling pretty grey. Hope you'll turn the corner soon.

Jem- sorry about AF, if it is AF? Sorry u feel that way too. Don't give up hope hon, but agree a laid back approach might suit you. This month I ditched the opks and temps. As I'm away and busy so too hard to do. Will see what happens. Been having few drinks and dtd plenty so will see what happens. It's been 32/34 degrees here tee, so plenty of vit D. Only concern is that I've been in sea swimming plenty that worry it's washed the swimmers away? Lol. Not felt any tingly bloobs yet but today bit of good cm and few twinges (opp side than last month) so I do think I'd b ovulating early again. Last cycle was cd10, and think it might b again. No way of checking as no therm but going to keep up the relaxation and dtd. My boys been busy snorkelling so able to read book and chill.
Hope everyone else ok. Tee/ are u temping this month?
Radders-hope ur meaning to eat ok abroad.
How u physic, summer & mimi? Not heard anything xx

Jodders- how about nibbling on watermelon to help with your dehydration? If u can stomach it. What can they do for u? Tablets not helping?

Nim- sorry for bfn, and hope AF doesn't start for you. I didn't see your post yesterday until today. Maybe it is too early for u.

Oh jod hope you are feeling better. Wishing you a speedy recovery

to you jem and a massive hug.so sorry for feeling low hun .l stopped opk'ing after the 6th cycle. It's not easy going on but maybe a relaxed approach would do the trick.spoil yourself in the meantime.

footprints ,glad you are enjoying your holiday hun.here is hoping a baby is in the making and you bring back a bfp!!

nim did you poas again today?hope the horrid bfn was only early testing. Fx

tee hope you had a great weekend and are getting ready for a new cycle. Has af left yet?

Glad you are feeling betterradders and enjoying your holiday too.do have a particular sex you are secretly hoping for?

Oh parney ,its lovely to hear you are already shopping.it's so exciting!! How are you?

I still have no af and no bfp!! This is even worse than getting the witch. This Friday ,l would be expecting my af again if things had gone properly. On the brighter side, have an appointment with gynae on Friday so hoping for some answers.

Waves ps ,pepper ,Kate , busta ,summer .have a great week everyone and here is hoping more bfps are yet to come.

I think you're ok Footprints as long as there's no funny business in the sea!!! swimmers will be already in search of your egg!!
Ah Jod that's awful, how you feeling today??
I haven't bought a thing yet Mimi, but I'm getting excited to be able to soon! I'm good, still very tired though.
Hope everyone else is good! Weather is so nice here, everything seems better in the sunshine!