Awww Starmist it sucks, doesn't it? It's ok to get upset, it is really frustrating. I don't think anyone knows until they start ttc and it doesn't just happen immediately how they will feel, but judging by how many of us are on here plenty of people do find it tough. Most things in life you can work hard towards and eventually make them happen but apart from the obvious there isn't much we can do, which is blimmin frustrating. Hope you soon feel a bit better and this is your lucky cycle.
I find googling ttc humour images can help make me see the funny side when I'm feeling a bit fed up with it all. The one at the top is one that I found during my first properly obsessed cycle and helped me realise I needed to get things a bit more in proportion! X