TTC after mc #4

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Thanks Chasing

Ah damn been doing so well keeping myself together and throwing myself into ttc, just seen pics from a cousins' babys' christening today i haven't gone to (i couldn't bring myself to) and can't hold back the tears :( life can be such a bitch. Pleased i didn't go now would have been a right state. Just hope i get to hold a baby of my own one day :(

Oh amyyy I've been where you are, it's all so unfair and it's exhausting being so angry at the world. It will be you one day, just hold on to that thought

It totally is :( sorry for being so moany! Thanks north i really hope so. We have so much love to give to a little one i hope we get the chance

Thanks Chasing, Brickie, and Teenie, I did a CB early test, not the digital one. I've been tracking everything like a hawk since Xmas so hopefully I've got me dates right ??.

Amyy ... north's got it so right xx I'm glad we all have this thread.

I've been fighting back the tears all day. I've been waiting 4 months for this cycle. I'm finding it so much more stressful than I thought I would.

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Hi Amyyy, don't apologise for being moany, you're grieving and it's all perfectly normal. I went to a counsellor after my MMC and still have a bit of a cry when I get baby bombed. It'll get better and one day you'll have your lil one too .

Thanks chasing hun. Im so angry at the world today for putting us all through this fucking nightmare. You've had such a terrible time too hope this cycle sorts itself out for you. Im really rooting for your BFP! X

Aww thanks Heaven x

Thanks lovely. ..but since we pinky promised that means you get a bfp too!! ...

I think I'm going to ovulate tonight. I feel like I can feel it now and although not loads what there is appears to be proper ewcm ........ but dh is burnt out and not willing to dtd. Gutted. Looks like I'm out before we even got a chance.

Like i said on other thread hun you arent out! So we are keeping that pinky promise :)

Morning ladies, realised I haven't congratulated the latest BFPs - excellent news and wishing you lovely and uneventful pregnancies .
Looking for some advice this morning, took another test today (even though EPU said wait until Friday, I'm hopeless) and there was a ghost of line at the 10 minute cut off that got slightly darker after 10 mins but still very faint. This was on a 10ml internet cheapy. THen took a digi (waste but I'm fed up of peering at lines) and it was negative, was still getting a pos on a digi on Thursday. but I'm still bleeding and I'm confused as to whether I should be worried and how will I know when I get my period - surely I should get a break of no bleeding first? Should I just wait and see if I'm still bleeding on Friday and take another Internet cheapie then or should I call EPU now? I'm always on the phone to them they must think I'm a mad woman!

I think I'd wait..I was on off bleeding for weeks, pretty much always spotting at least before hcg was 0 and then I had a heavy 5 day bleed 2 days later which I counted as AF. If you get a positive say Wednesday I'd call them but it sounds like you are v close to a proper bfn, so potentially v close to your AF. x

Hi Romeo, I bled and spotted for weeks and it seemed to take forever ands lots of testing before I got a BFN. I then got AF about a week and a half later. One very, very sore, heavy day then two not so bad. I would agree with Chasing, it really does sound like you're nearly there. FX.

CD30 and I'm in limbo. I tested on Saturday morning, CD28 and day of expected period and BFN. I didn't test until CD32 when I got my BFP so maybe I just need another couple of days or maybe AF is imminent. I don't feel like AF is about to arrive tho which is the frustrating thing. CM is thick and creamy and there's loads of it, I'm still cramping and very bloated come late afternoon/evening. I can only wait, nothing else for it. In the meantime I've been reading all kinds of stories from women who have had false negatives on pg tests and driving myself mad... I just want to know one way or the other. If AF arrives, it doesn't really explain all how I've been feeling for the past two weeks and if it doesn't how long do I keep testing before I go to the doctors? Arghhh.....

teenie that sounds promising! Have you tested since saturday? I would be testing every day until AF was a week late then i would call GP and see what they say. FX! hope this is your BFP

Teenie that sounds v positive!

Thanks ladies, my heads all over the place. My body's telling me one thing but then a negative test on Saturday, so now I just feel like I don't know what the hell's going on. It's ridiculous I know, I'm only 2 days late.

2 days late? Yah I have no idea how you are keeping it together. I'd be frer'ing today xox

Fx Teenie, we're all rooting for a BFP for you!
Thanks ladies really reassuring to hear your experiences. I will wait and test again thurs or fri I think, I do feel close now though.

Lol, I would if a) I could afford it lol and b) could handle the BFNs everyday. Agreed with OH I will test again Wednesday morning.

Keeping everything crossed for you xxx

Thanks, dunno what I'd do without this thread. xxx

Me neither. I've just got my positive opk.. 2 days later than last month and I'm finding it stressful. Have burnt dh out and i think fluffed our cycle.

Yay, for + OPK Chasing! Do you think you can get dh to dtd at some point today? Have you been dtd'ing in the last few days? I reckon if you can fit one in today you have a great chance!

I'm at work fill 7 and dh working late to unknown time. .

I have to be "sneaky" to get dh into bed so he doesn't feel pressured .. He says thinking of making babies isn't sexy and he can't preform. . If I'm too forward he knows why and it throws him off. I just don't know if he'll have recovered enough or be too tired tonight. I don't think we'll get to dtd until maybe 10 pm if at all so probably going to miss it. Dtd at about 9 pm on cd13/ Saturday