Hiya,
Apologies for long post- bit of background....
Long time lurker here- long as in been ttc (and lurking) since coming off evil pill in January with no success and very irregular periods (if you can even call them that- usually just brown spotting! Tmi sorry!).
So this is my first post because as the year went on I had to ban myself from coming on here as combined with the current baby boom at work and amongst friends it was more than I could handle to keep reading about symptoms then imagining them and then being soooo disappointed constantly! Currently awaiting to go in for day 2-4 and day 21 bloods as consultant said she thinks I don't ovulate 
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But.... it is works Christmas do tomorrow and it's been a while since I've seen a period so I bought to make 100% sure I'm ok to drink I'll poas- fully expecting the usually lonely single line! But could anyone have a look at the pic and tell me what they see? My (crazy ever hopeful) eyes see a shadowy second line which I've never imagined before but I've always though when the day comes for a bfp it would be really obvious so I'm going with 'no keep dreaming' but thoughts would be appreciated!
Now the second conundrum is even if it might be a bfp how much can I accept it seeing as I have been taking day/ night nurse for the worst cold ever which specifically says not to take if you are going to be poas- as I really thought that I wouldn't until I remembered the whole Xmas do thing I ignored that as the cold was killing me slowly! Last taken at about 1pm yesterday!
So if anyone has managed to read that giant post...... Thoughts???