R0ck from what I understand of ov strips, the test line has to be as dark as the control line to be classed as a positive. A faint test line would be a negative.
I remember getting so excited that I had a second line at all that I thought it was positive!! :)
DH didn't buy a car in the end! He's back to the drawing board. He tried to do the deal on the C4 but the payments were coming back at £225 a month, we looked at a brand new top spec Renault Captur yesterday and the payment for that was only £240... I think he'll either keep looking or stretch his budget for the Captur :) I'm secretly hoping he goes for the Captur...it's pretty sexy 
Feeling a lot more relaxed today, in don't know whining been stressing out these last couple of days, I've been so tense. Que Sera Sera right?
Something just clicked last night and I've settled right down, this ttc lark is sort of out of my control so stressing will just decrease chances, I think?
I haven't spoken to DH yet about what to do when af comes, take pill vs ttc. No sign of af though so I guess there's plenty of time.
To be sensible I think I shouldn't back on the pill, maybe just one or two strips, until we settle into our new financial situation with a new car payment every month. Although, even I were to give birth tomorrow (ha!) it wouldn't be a huuuuuge problem, I have a pram/car seat already, along with boy and girl baby clothes, bedding etc. Only thing we'd need really is a cot - and they're £35 at ikea, about £15-£20 for a mattress. Not exactly a huge summit money to pay out is it? I still have brand new bottles and steriliser upstairs from dc3, I didn't end up needing them at all as he was breastfed for 2 years, he refused point blank to have a dummy too, (for which I'm now grateful!).
Anyhow, long story short, positivity has returned. Along with sense :)
Hope you all have a super weekend, I will be slaving away at work like every bloody weekend lol.
Much love xxx