June Bus/Penis Dragon plane to Thailand continues... PART 2

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Good to see you have your appointment Mama!

English I don't know what to say, except that I will do everything I can (through the power of Mumsnet) to help you through this. I am so upset for you, actually crying tears in fact. I f@cking hate the world sometimes.

I know you may not be ready to post yet, but I do hope you read this. And I'll be asking every day after you too.

This is not your fault You will be able to carry a baby all the way.

We are all here for you None of us can take away the pain you are feeling right now and it will be agonising. But we will listen to you always

be kind to yourself you deserve some time off and as much TLC as you can get in RL. Plan something nice-a treat that you wouldn't normally do. Spend some money on something just for you

My reaction to your news, showed me just how much we all have a link to each other, even if it is just an emotional link. These buses and the whole conception forum does a wonderful job and I just want to say thank you.

Kitty I agree fully, what a lovely message x

Kitty I agree with everything you just said. Beautiful ladies on here to help each other through the good and bad times.

English my heart is broken for you, for some reason your news has hit me very hard and I've spent all afternoon crying. I hope you take the time to grieve and mend your poor heart. You will get your sticky bean soon

English I'm so, so sorry! maybe this one wasn't meant to be, but you will get to be zwanger again when the time is right for you. We are indeed all here for you when you fancy popping back on board.

Kitty that was a lovely message indeed - I second it! The busses are hugely helpful. I dunno what half of us would do with nowhere to express all this stuff! X x

Sorry again English xxx if you need to talk feel free to send me a message.

Hi ladies.

I've had an odd day. Our first induction morning for the new children so it's been busy. Got so much work to do.
I would've been 12 weeks today and that's hit me hard.

Hope you're all ok x

English how completely gutting. I'm so very sorry. You are not a failure in any way. It's not fair. At least you are closer to the people that care about you most in rl now and I hope you get the care and support you urgently need both medically and emotionally. I know it doesn't feel like it, but you will get through this.

english im so so sorry....I know nothing I can say will help but you are not a failure.

Life sucks alot of the time but all we can do is carry on.

please make sure that you take care of yourself and have some you time treat yourself and when your ready we will all be here waiting for you.

Hugs xxx

English there are no words. I'm so sorry. Kitty put it far more eloquently than I ever could.

Treacle, you sound to be doing so well. I don't suppose you feel you are, but keep on hanging in there. And teaching must be such a tough job to keep doing when you're anything less than 100%. My DS starts school in September and we met his teacher last night for the first time, we were very excited and DS wasn't even there! He has his first visit to the school end of the month. I so respect what you do, no way I could cope with so many children, so many individuals to cater for, being so creative, and being so responsible. I will be very intreagued to see how he gets on at school. He is youngest end of the year and in some ways I think very advanced, but other areas he's much less confident. Definately ready to start school and I think pre school is boring him a bit now, but how on earth teachers handle the massive veriety of levels, which particularly at that age can be so huge, is most impressive!

12 weeks, sheesh Treacle. I'll raise a glass of non-alcoholic wine to the memory of your little bean. Well done for getting through today. Very proud of you

MrsE Any news on your darling cat?

Ladies I'm touched beyond words for your kindness. Crying in the staff room at work (yes I'm in work!) reading your posts.Who'd have thought that you could create such a strong bond with people you've never met. I'll be back soon when I'm in a stronger state both physically and emotionally.
I found TTC after the first mc very tough but you lot got me through and I know you'll get me through it all over again.
Kitty - you're a very special person, thank you. You're going to be an amazing mummy!
Linda, MrsE, Treacle, Spinning - thank you all for your kind words. You've been there through the vast majority of my battle and I hope I can be there for you guys if you need it.

I will get through it. I will not be defeated.

Kitty what you said is spot on, beautiful.

English I am so, so sorry. Sending lots of hugs to you. Take some time to yourself, but know that we are all here for you.

The friendships on this bus really are so, so special. Love you all. Xx

English, i don't know how you are managing at work!!
Look after yourself x

Thanks flowery :) I don't know how I do the job either haha. I teach nursery so know exactly where you're coming from. The teaching today has been the easiest part. It's the organising sports day, scool trip and preparing for my observation that's hard.

Thank you kitty, it's a good job I was at work really. Haven't had time to dwell on it. Like DH says, maybe now i haven't as much to count down to I will be able to move on a bit.

Ho hum :(

English I wish you all the luck in the world for when you are next ready to hop back on the buses

I keep wanting to say something and then change my mind, then say something else, change my mind. I can't think of anything that doesn't sound trite. Amazing. The lot of you.

Why is TTC so bloody hard?! AAAAhhhhh!

Sorry too, for those who suffered AF today. I've been praying all day it wouldn't show for me and even too scared to say it hasn't arrived yet, in case I jinx it. Christ alive, someone find a Penis Dragon, quick!

Did someone mention Penis Dragons?

(It's a bit of an odd one, but it will do )

I love you Spotti stop crying kitty

Sorry to hear your loss English, in no way are you a failure, mother nature can be so cruel, look after yourself and i'm wishing you all the luck for next time x

Oh english this is such sad news to wake to. I'm so sorry to hear that, life can be so cruel. Take some time for your self and remember we are all hear to listen anytime you need it
Hoping you have lots of support around you.
treacle well done on getting through today! such a tough one.
But of a tough ride for some on the bus at the moment! Ttc is not as easy as sex ed teachers made out.....

Wow, this forum is the best. So supportive and genuinely caring. English, I don't know how you managed to work but make sure you take some time out for yourself and please come back when you're ready. Always remember that we're all here when you want to rant or cry

Treacle, well done today

hi. taking a seat on the june bus as joined the july bus just incase i get a bfn this month. im on cd19 and had very sharp pains very low down today and yesterday and pain in my hip. it comes and goes its not a constant pain. and ive bloated like a balloon. i already have 2 children and never had this wondering if its a sign or not?

Its lovely to see how much every one cares on this bus.

Im sure I'll need the support somewhen.

spotti id still love a horse I wouldnt mind the work. I miss having dogs my dog was a border collie and he died Christmas morning he was 17 though. We've got utanagons now (at my mums) wolf dogs!!

Feeling a little nauseous and light headed tonight plus been bloated better be a bfp and not getting ill

treacle it must of been such a hard day but having lots to do must have helped.

Welcome theone

Thank you xxx
I'm trying to prepare for my lesson observation monday. Getting myself all confused and stressed!

Hi all...just made myself a cuppa of & will read back through the thread to catch up...Just want to say how sorry I am English...life can be so cruel.....someone said to me before that you can not see the beauty of the stars without the darkness of the night sky...xx (((Hugs))) Love & light